"Pray, do not trouble yourself, sir. My story is already known to so
many people that privacy is immaterial. Let me, instead, ask permission
to light a cigarette,--that is, if you do not object to smoking and are
sufficiently at leisure to hear me to the end."
"Certainly. Make it a cigar and I will join you; and pray try one of
these if you will, for my time is quite at your disposal," answered Mr.
Chelm, who it was evident to me was amused and puzzled by his visitor.
"Thank you." He settled himself comfortably in his chair, and after a
preliminary puff, said: "I am no ordinary felon. I am even not, strictly
speaking, amenable to the laws. I am however, as I have told you
already, a sham. The world believes me to be a young fellow of fortune,
whose only concern is with the cut of his coat and the smile of his
mistress. The world for once is in error. I am nothing of the sort.
Appearances are against me, I admit. Even you I fancy were deceived. No,
my dear sir, while every one judges me to be a mere butterfly of
fashion, I am an idealist at heart. And the worst of it is that no one
will believe me. All that I want is a chance, an opportunity to prove I
am that which I claim; but nobody will give it to me. If I venture to
suggest that I am in earnest, the statement excites sneers or ridicule.
For nearly two years I have been trying to find something to do, and
without success. I have exhausted my own city, and have now come to
yours. Your name was familiar to me as one which my father respected,
and it occurred to me to tell you my story. I am quite prepared to be
informed that there are a thousand applicants for every vacancy, and
that such a case as mine is not especially deserving. In one sense of
the word you would be right; there are others who suffer more acutely
than I, but few who suffer more unjustly. And the whole cause is to be
found in a single phrase,--I am a gentleman."
"You are indeed to be pitied," said Mr. Chelm, with an amused laugh.
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