"How distinctly piteous!" repeated Miss Kingsley, as we went downstairs.
"He acted shamefully, of course, and there is no excuse for his conduct.
But though it is impossible to justify him, I can pity him, can't you?
His nature is so impressionable; and when he is interested in anything
there is no half way with him: he wants the whole or nothing. If you
will excuse my saying so, several of us have been afraid of something of
this sort. I wanted to warn you; but I said to myself, 'It may be
Virginia really likes him,' so I decided not to speak. If I had done so,
all this might have been prevented, for it was very evident to the rest
of us that he was desperately in love with you. And by such a man, of
course the very smallest marks of favor are construed as more
significant than open encouragement would be by a less poetic
temperament. I have no doubt the poor fellow wears over his heart every
rose-bud you ever gave him, and knows by rote every word of sympathy you
ever said to him. And then that portrait,--what volumes it tells of
itself! Fancy that ardent soul toiling over the canvas to reproduce from
memory your image (you tell me you did not sit to him), and when the
masterpiece of his life was finished, inviting you to his studio (as I
suppose he did), and then in a moment of deep and passionate love
casting himself at your feet--and--and forgetting himself! Oh, Virginia,
there is something exquisitely pathetic in the thought! But how
fortunate too for you that we arrived when we did! In his sober senses
Paul Barr would rather die than injure a hair of your head; but none of
us, however self-reliant, is free from dread in the presence of a man
who has been over-indulging in stimulants, even though sure of his
affection. My poor dear, how you must have suffered! What will your Aunt
Agnes say? It was only two days ago she said to me she hoped the affair
was at an end. I told her then that one can never be sure of a
thoroughly Bohemian nature; it is liable to burst into flame at the
moment one least expects it. The result shows the correctness of my
prediction. Poor Mr. Barr! what will become of him I wonder? I only hope
he will not attempt his own life,--that would be worse than anything."
Neither Mr. Spence nor I had spoken as she rattled on in this manner,
going down the long flights of stairs to the street. There was just
enough of truth in her remarks to make my frame of mind still more
wretched, and I could barely refrain from requesting her to keep still.
Mr. Spence was evidently much disturbed by what had occurred. The
expression of his face showed that he was under the influence of
violent emotions. Once or twice, too, I saw him glance almost
impatiently at Miss Kingsley, as if her prattle annoyed him. But she was
so brimming over with volubility as to be blind to everything but the
fancies she saw fit to evoke in regard to the scene she had just
witnessed.
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