A Secret of the Sea: A Novel. Vol. 1 (of 3)Speight, T. W. (Thomas Wilkinson)
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A Secret of the Sea: A Novel. Vol. 1 (of 3)
Speight, T. W. (Thomas Wilkinson)
English fiction -- 19th century
Mrs. Kelvin, in fact, had been altogether mistaken with regard to the
reasons which had induced Olive to accept the situation of governess
to Lady Dudgeon's children. Olive had no option but to accept it--or
felt that she had not. When Lady Dudgeon made her the offer, and when
her aunt said, "It would be a capital situation for you, and were I
you I should certainly accept it," Olive felt that she was not at
liberty to do otherwise--not at liberty to live an idle life any
longer. She had always given her aunt to understand that she was
merely taking a few weeks' rest before looking out for another
situation. Here was an excellent situation ready to her hand. How was
it possible that she should refuse it?
And yet--and yet no one but herself knew how bitter it was to her to
have to quit that roof; no one but herself knew how infinitely sweet
to her had been those few weeks of sojourn with her cousin and her
aunt! She had loved Matthew Kelvin with an undivided love from the
time when, as girl and boy, they had played together. It was a love
that had grown with her growth, and had rooted itself more firmly in
her heart with each passing year.
She was clear-sighted enough to know that never since the time of that
brief, romantic episode at Redcar, when she had had him all to herself
for a blissful fortnight, had Matthew Kelvin felt for her anything
warmer than a mere cousinly, or, at the most, a quiet, brotherly
affection. She was sufficiently versed in worldly knowledge to be
aware that the chances that she, a poor governess, neither very young
nor very handsome, should ever become the wife of her ambitious,
well-to-do cousin were about as remote as it was possible for them to
be. And yet, for all that, a dim, faint hope had always held
possession of her heart--so dim and so faint, that she herself seemed
to be hardly aware of its existence--that among the unknown chances
and changes of the future, that out of the involvement and evolution
of the great unrehearsed drama of life, with its unforeseen exits and
entrances, such a happy climax might somehow--she could not tell
how--be brought about.
She had got into the way of looking upon her cousin as a man not
likely to marry. If this view of his character struck the foundation
from her own hopes, it seemed to preclude fear from any other quarter.
When, therefore, Matthew told her the story of his love for, and
rejection by, Eleanor Lloyd, it came upon her with all the force of an
astounding revelation. Happily there seemed no likelihood of Miss
Lloyd altering her determination not to accept Mr. Kelvin; therefore,
as far as she--Olive--was concerned, she would not look upon the
campaign as entirely lost even now.
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