A Secret Service: Being Strange Tales of a NihilistLe Queux, William
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A Secret Service: Being Strange Tales of a Nihilist
Le Queux, William
Nihilism -- Fiction; Russia -- Politics and government -- 1801-1917 -- Fiction
Here was a dying girl whose passage to the grave would be rendered
brighter by my marrying her; who would die in a few days, or weeks at
most, and know no difference. Nobody need be aware of this strange
midnight adventure, or the manner in which I had been bought. I hesitated.
“I give you my word that none know of her insanity except myself, and
that she is upon her death-bed,” said my tempter.
Still I paused. I was wondering what could be the Earl’s ulterior motive.
Besides, I had no desire to enter the ranks of Benedicts.
“Come, decide. I have a clergyman ready and a licence. Some one shall
make my darling’s last moments happy. Is not the money enough? Well,
here’s another thousand. Will you accept it?”
I summoned courage, and drawing a long breath, stretched forth my hand
and grasped the notes, which I thrust hastily into my pocket.
I had sold myself. I had offered myself as a sacrifice to Mammon, as
others had done. My purchaser opened the door, and called softly, “It’s
all right.”
“Is it?” asked the clergyman who entered. “You are, I understand, the
affianced husband of Lady Muriel?” he asked, addressing me.
“Yes,” I replied. Was it not true? Had I not three thousand pounds in my
pocket as evidence of the fact?
“Come,” said the old man impatiently, as he led the way upstairs to a
large bedroom on the first floor, where the light was so dim that I could
hardly more than distinguish the shape of the bed and the form of some
one closely covered up in it. The footman, who had accosted me in the
street, entered behind us, and we took our places at the bedside.
Gradually, as my eyes grew accustomed to the semi-darkness, I could see
that my future wife was lying upon her side, and with her face turned
from me.
“Take her hand,” commanded the man to whom I had sold myself.
I obeyed.
“Proceed with the ceremony.”
The clergyman droned off the service by heart with the characteristic
nasal intonation. Probably I faltered a little at the responses, but my
dying bride never hesitated. Though her voice was low as distant music,
her every word was prompt and clear.
I gave the _alias_ I frequently used, Vladimir Mordvinoff, and when I
uttered the name I fancied that she started.
“_Mojnoli?_” she gasped in a strange half-whisper, but she did not turn
to look at me. It was evident, however, that she spoke Russian.
The ceremony concluded, we were pronounced man and wife; I was the
husband of a girl who was insane, and whose face I had never looked upon!
Was ever there a stranger marriage? The thin wasted fingers that lay
in my grasp were cold. A strange sense of guilt crept over me when I
remembered that I had bound myself irrevocably to her, deceiving her
during her last moments upon earth.
“Come,” exclaimed his lordship. “Let us go downstairs and sign the
necessary documents.”
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