Adventure and adventurers -- Fiction; Short stories
understood from the mulatto that there was a house on it. A farm, I
fancied, they meant. So I asked them to put me ashore on the beach and
keep the boat for their trouble. This, I imagine, was just what they
wanted. The rest you know.”
</p>
<p>
After pronouncing these words he lost suddenly all control over himself.
He paced to and fro rapidly, till at last he broke into a run; his arms
went like a windmill and his ejaculations became very much like raving.
The burden of them was that he “denied nothing, nothing!” I could only let
him go on, and sat out of his way, repeating, “Calmez vous, calmez vous,”
at intervals, till his agitation exhausted itself.
</p>
<p>
I must confess, too, that I remained there long after he had crawled under
his mosquito-net. He had entreated me not to leave him; so, as one sits up
with a nervous child, I sat up with him—in the name of humanity—till
he fell asleep.
</p>
<p>
On the whole, my idea is that he was much more of an anarchist than he
confessed to me or to himself; and that, the special features of his case
apart, he was very much like many other anarchists. Warm heart and weak
head—that is the word of the riddle; and it is a fact that the
bitterest contradictions and the deadliest conflicts of the world are
carried on in every individual breast capable of feeling and passion.
</p>
<p>
From personal inquiry I can vouch that the story of the convict mutiny was
in every particular as stated by him.
</p>
<p>
When I got back to Horta from Cayenne and saw the “Anarchist” again, he
did not look well. He was more worn, still more frail, and very livid
indeed under the grimy smudges of his calling. Evidently the meat of the
company’s main herd (in its unconcentrated form) did not agree with him at
all.
</p>
<p>
It was on the pontoon in Horta that we met; and I tried to induce him to
leave the launch moored where she was and follow me to Europe there and
then. It would have been delightful to think of the excellent manager’s
surprise and disgust at the poor fellow’s escape. But he refused with
unconquerable obstinacy.
</p>
<p>
“Surely you don’t mean to live always here!” I cried. He shook his head.
</p>
<p>
“I shall die here,” he said. Then added moodily, “Away from them.”
</p>
<p>
Sometimes I think of him lying open-eyed on his horseman’s gear in the low
shed full of tools and scraps of iron—the anarchist slave of the
Maranon estate, waiting with resignation for that sleep which “fled” from
him, as he used to say, in such an unaccountable manner.
</p>
<p>
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account