A Sheaf of BluebellsOrczy, Emmuska Orczy, Baroness
History
A Sheaf of Bluebells
Orczy, Emmuska Orczy, Baroness
France -- History -- Consulate and First Empire, 1799-1815 -- Fiction
"'Tis to Mademoiselle Fernande I was speaking," rejoined de Maurel
quietly. "I would humbly beg her to answer for herself."
Then only did she turn and look at him, and at sight of the hopeless
shame and misery which were imprinted on his face, she felt the hot
tears welling up from her heart, and she had to close her eyes, lest he
should read in them all the agonizing remorse which she felt.
But she could not speak; every word she uttered would have choked her.
And he, seeing her coldness, that proud aloofness which seemed to have
descended upon her like a mantle the moment Laurent de Mortain appeared
upon the scene, could have cried out in his humiliation and his
wretchedness like some poor animal that has been wounded unto death. Not
to these two proud aristocrats, however, would he show how terribly he
was suffering. She--Fernande--held him in ridicule, it seemed--in
contempt and derision. With cruel scorn she had toyed with his tenderest
heart-strings, and laughed at his coming misery with those who would
gladly sweep him off this earth. How she must have hated him, he
thought, to have planned his abasement so thoughtfully, so deliberately.
That first day in the woods, the sheaf of bluebells, her exquisite bare
toes ... all a trick! a trick! and he stood before her now--before
Laurent his brother--shamed to the innermost depths of his being--openly
denounced as a self-deluded fool--an unpardonably vain, besotted,
unjustifiable fool!!
For the moment he could do nothing, save to try and rescue a few
tattered shreds of his own self-respect; so now, when after a second or
two of silence, Laurent made as if he would speak again, Ronnay
interposed firmly:
"I have had my answer," he said, as calmly as the hoarseness of his
voice would allow, "and there is nothing left for me to do, meseems,
save to tender to Mademoiselle Fernande de Courson my humble apologies
for the annoyance which this present scene must have caused her. I may
be a rustic--and I know that I am a fool--still, I am not quite such an
one as not to realize how very unpleasant even a chance meeting with me
in the future would be to her. I should like to assure her, therefore,
as well as Madame la Marquise, my mother, that I shall be leaving for
Poland soon to join the Emperor, and that the sight of my soiled blouse
and unkempt hair will not offend their eyes for many months to come."
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