A Sheaf of BluebellsOrczy, Emmuska Orczy, Baroness
History
A Sheaf of Bluebells
Orczy, Emmuska Orczy, Baroness
France -- History -- Consulate and First Empire, 1799-1815 -- Fiction
"Regret for what, Mademoiselle?" he exclaimed roughly. "What, I pray
you, had you to regret? You say that you wept countless tears--what for?
Had you to mourn the only illusion of your life? Had you to mourn the
loss of every hope which for days and nights had haunted you with its
sweet, insistent call? Had you to weep because the one being in this
mean and sordid world whom you thought pure and true--almost
holy--suddenly appeared before you false and cruel--double-tongued and
insidious, a commonplace siren set to lay a trap for men? Had you to
weep because the being whom you had learned to worship had with wanton
frolic and a mocking smile plucked out your heart-strings and left you
forlorn and desolate, a prey to ignominy and to lifelong regret? And had
you to weep tears of bitter humiliation in the knowledge that those who
hated and despised you were laughing their fill at your folly? Oh! I,
too, Mademoiselle Fernande, was young then ... I, too, was inexperienced
... I was a dolt and a fool--but what wrong, in God's name, had I done
you that you should treat me so?"
Silently Fernande had listened, her hand grasping a clump of branches of
young chestnut, else mayhap she would have fallen. That feeling of a
veil enveloping her head was still with her; there was a buzzing in her
ear through which his harsh voice came with a sound like hammering upon
the portals of her brain. The agony and misery which rang out from his
words found their echo in her own heart. Indeed, many a time in the past
year had she felt pitifully sorry for the man whom she had wronged with
such unpardonable thoughtlessness, but never before had she felt as she
did now; never before had she realized the full extent of the misery
which she had caused.
His voice broke into a heartrending sob. He covered his face with his
hands with a gesture of such racking pain, that she would have given her
very life at this moment for the right to comfort him.
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