A Sheaf of BluebellsOrczy, Emmuska Orczy, Baroness
History
A Sheaf of Bluebells
Orczy, Emmuska Orczy, Baroness
France -- History -- Consulate and First Empire, 1799-1815 -- Fiction
Then as he saw that she suddenly shrank away from him and drew her cloak
closer round her, he chided himself for his roughness. "I am a brute,"
he said gently, "and am for ever begging your forgiveness. My beloved,
will you not trust yourself to me? You must be so tired ... and the rain
is coming down. We could be at La Frontenay in half an hour."
The events of the past fateful hour seemed to have faded from his ken.
It seemed as if he had never stood there--a few paces away--that naked
light in his hand, threatening destruction to a crowd of mutineers,
destruction to himself, to his patrimony and to his beloved. He was just
the same as he had always been--half clumsy, wholly compelling--whenever
Fernande met him in the woods, and there was nothing between them save a
still unavowed passion. She looked round her helplessly in vain search
for a means of escape. She could not--dared not--speak for the moment.
If she did, she knew that she must break down. She had gone through too
much to have full power over her nerves; she felt unutterably weary,
even though she knew that so much still lay before her, and though she
was firmly resolved to play a loyal part to the end. In her heart she
called out to him: "Yes! take me in your arms, my beloved; let me nestle
against your shoulder; care for me, comfort me! The world is too
difficult for my weak hands to grapple with!" And she had to close her
eyes and to hold her lips tightly pressed together, or the heartrending
cry would certainly have escaped them.
How long she remained standing thus silent and with eyes closed, she did
not know--a minute perhaps--perhaps a cycle of ages. During that time
she fought for mastery over her nerves and over her senses, and in the
fight she felt herself growing strange and old, with every emotion in
her dead, and only the determination subsisting that he, too, must be
made to remember that she was tokened to his brother, and that never,
never while all three of them lived must the past hour be recalled
again.
And de Maurel, the while, remained beside her, waiting patiently.
That was his way! Vehement as were his passions, tumultuous when they
broke through the barrier of self-restraint, he had with it all the
supreme virtue of infinite patience; in wrath, as in love, he always
knew how to bide his time. Perhaps he guessed something of what went on
behind those blue-veined lids on which he was aching to imprint a kiss.
He could not see her face clearly, only just the delicate outline of her
against the dark background of the wall, and occasionally a glint of
gold when the light from above caught the loose tendrils of her hair.
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