Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Love stories
In vain, for three long days, did Miss Milner wait impatiently for this
submission; not a sign, not a symptom appeared—nay, Lord Elmwood had,
since the evening of Lord Frederick’s visit, (which, at the time it
happened, seemed to affect him so exceedingly) become just the same man
he was before the circumstance occurred; except, indeed, that he was
less thoughtful, and now and then cheerful; but without any appearance
that his cheerfulness was affected. Miss Milner was vext—she was
alarmed—but was ashamed to confess those humiliating sensations, even
to Miss Woodley—she supported, therefore, when in company, the vivacity
she had so long assumed; but gave way, when alone, to a still greater
degree of melancholy than usual. She no longer applauded her scheme of
bringing Lord Frederick to the house, and trembled, lest, on some
pretence, he should dare to call again. But as these were feelings
which her pride would not suffer her to disclose even to her friend,
who would have condoled with her, their effects were doubly poignant.
Sitting in her dressing-room one forenoon with Miss Woodley, and
burthened with a load of grief that she blushed to acknowledge, while
her companion was charged with apprehensions that she too was loath to
disclose, one of Lord Elmwood’s valets tapped gently at the door, and
delivered a letter to Miss Milner. By the person who brought it, as
well as by the address, she knew it came from Lord Elmwood, and laid it
down upon her toilet, as if she was fearful to unfold it.
“What is that?” said Miss Woodley.
“A letter from Lord Elmwood,” replied Miss Milner.
“Good Heaven!” exclaimed Miss Woodley.
“Nay,” returned she, “it is, I have no doubt, a letter to beg my
pardon.” But her reluctance to open it plainly evinced she did not
think so.
“Do not read it yet,” said Miss Woodley.
“I do not intend it,” replied she, trembling extremely.
“Will you dine first?” said Miss Woodley.
“No—for not knowing its contents, I shall not know how to conduct
myself towards him.”
Here a silence followed. Miss Milner took up the letter—looked
earnestly at the handwriting on the outside—at the seal—inspected into
its folds—and seemed to wish, by some equivocal method, to guess at the
contents, without having the courage to come at the certain knowledge
of them.
Curiosity, at length, got the better of her fears—she opened the
letter, and, scarce able to hold it while she read, she read the
following words:—
“Madam,
“While I considered you only as my ward, my friendship for you was
unbounded—when I looked upon you as a woman formed to grace a
fashionable circle, my admiration equalled my friendship—and when fate
permitted me to behold you in the tender light of my betrothed wife, my
soaring love left those humbler passions at a distance.
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