Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Love stories
On his return home, cheered with the huzzas of his jovial companions,
he began to consult those friends, what scheme was best to be adopted
for the accomplishment of his desires. Some, boldly advised application
to the father in defiance to the old priest; but that was the very last
method his Lordship himself approved, as marriage must inevitably have
followed Lord Elmwood’s consent: besides, though a Peer, Lord Margrave
was unused to rank with Peers; and even the formality of an interview
with one of his equals, carried along with it a terror, or at least a
fatigue, to a rustic Baron. Others of his companions advised seduction;
but happily the Viscount possessed no arts of this kind, to affect a
heart joined with such an understanding as Matilda’s. There were not
wanting among his most favourite counsellors some, who painted the
superior triumph and gratification of force; those assured him there
was nothing to apprehend under this head, as from the behaviour of Lord
Elmwood to his child, it was more than probable, he would be utterly
indifferent as to any violence that might be offered her. This last
advice seemed inspired by the aid of wine; and no sooner had the wine
freely circulated, than this was always the expedient, which appeared
by far the best.
While Lord Margrave alternately cherished his hopes and his fears in
the country, Rushbrook in town gave way to his fears only. Every day of
his life made him more acquainted with the firm, unshaken temper of
Lord Elmwood, and every day whispered more forcibly to him, that pity,
gratitude, and friendship, strong and affectionate as these passions
are, were weak and cold to that, which had gained the possession of his
heart—he doubted, but he did not long doubt, that, which he felt was
love. “And yet,” said he to himself, “it is love of such a kind, as
arising from causes independent of the object itself can scarce deserve
that sacred name. Did I not love Lady Matilda before I beheld her?—for
her mother’s sake I loved her—and even for her father’s. Should I have
felt the same affection for her, had she been the child of other
parents? No. Or should I have felt that sympathetic tenderness which
now preys upon my health, had not her misfortunes excited it? No.” Yet
the love which is the result of gratitude and pity only, he thought had
little claim to rank with his; and after the most deliberate and deep
reflection, he concluded with this decisive opinion—He had loved Lady
Matilda, in _whatever state_, in _whatever circumstances_; and that the
tenderness he felt towards her, and the anxiety for her happiness
before he knew her, extreme as they were, were yet cool and
dispassionate sensations, compared to those which her person and
demeanour had incited—and though he acknowledged, that by the preceding
sentiments, his heart was softened, prepared, and moulded, as it were,
to receive this last impression, yet the violence of his passion told
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