Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Love stories
It was, nevertheless, a subject too delicate for him to touch upon in
any one sense—an invitation for her company on his part, might carry
the appearance of superior authority, and an affected condescension,
which he justly considered as the worst of all insults. And yet, how
could he support the idea that his visit had placed the daughter of his
benefactor, as a dependent stranger in that house, where in reality
_he_ was the dependent, and she the lawful heir? For two or three days
he suffered the torment of these reflections, hoping that he should
come to an explanation of all he felt, by a fortunate meeting with Miss
Woodley; but when that meeting occurred, though he observed she talked
to him with less reserve than she had formerly done, and even gave some
proofs of the native goodness of her disposition, yet she scrupulously
avoided naming Lady Matilda; and when he diffidently inquired of her
health, a cold restraint overspread Miss Woodley’s face, and she left
him instantly. To Sandford it was still more difficult for him to
apply; for though frequently together, they were never sociable; and as
Sandford seldom disguised his feelings, to Rushbrook he was always
extremely severe, and sometimes unmannerly.
In this perplexed situation, the country air was rather of detriment
than service to the invalid; and had he not, like a true lover, clung
fast to hope, while he could perceive nothing but despair, he would
have returned to town, rather than by his stay have placed in a
subordinate state, the object of his adoration. Persisting in his
hopes, he one morning met Miss Woodley in the garden, and engaging her
a longer time than usual in conversation, at last obtained her promise
“She would that day dine with him and Mr. Sandford.” But no sooner had
she parted from him, than she repented of her consent; and upon
communicating it, Matilda, for the first time in her life, darted upon
her kind companion, a look of the most cutting reproach and haughty
resentment. Miss Woodley’s own sentiments had upbraided her before; but
she was not prepared to receive so pointed a mark of disapprobation
from her young friend, till now duteous and humble to her as to a
mother, and not less affectionate. Her heart was too susceptible to
bear this disrespectful and contumelious frown, from the object of her
long-devoted care and concern; the tears instantly covered her face,
and she laid her hands upon her heart, as if she thought it would
break. Matilda was moved, but she possessed too much of the manly
resentment of her father, to discover what she felt for the first few
minutes. Miss Woodley, who had given so many tears to her sorrows, but
never till now, one to her anger, had a deeper sense of this
indifference, than of the anger itself, and to conceal what she
suffered, left the room. Matilda, who had been till this time working
at her needle, seemingly composed, now let her work drop from her hand,
and sat for a while in a deep reverie.
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