Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Love stories
When Sandford acted deliberately, he always acted up to his duty; it
was his duty to forgive Rushbrook, and he did so—but he had declared he
would never “Be again in his company unless Lord Elmwood was present;”
and with all his forgiveness, he found an unforgiving gratification, in
the duty, of being obliged to keep his word.
The next day Rushbrook dined alone, while Sandford gave his company to
the ladies. Rushbrook was too proud to seek to conciliate Sandford by
abject concessions, but he endeavoured to meet him as by accident, and
meant to try what, in such a case, a submissive apology might effect.
For two days all the schemes he formed on that head proved fruitless;
he could never procure even a sight of him. But on the evening of the
third day, taking a lonely walk, he turned the corner of a grove, and
saw in the very path he was going, Sandford accompanied by Miss
Woodley; and, what agitated him infinitely more, Lady Matilda was with
them. He knew not whether to proceed, or to quit the path and palpably
shun them—to one, who seemed to put an unkind construction upon all he
said and did, he knew that to do either, would be to do wrong. In spite
of the propensity he felt to pass so near to Matilda, could he have
known what conduct would have been deemed the most respectful, whatever
painful denial it had cost him, _that_, he would have adopted. But
undetermined whether to go forward, or to cross to another path, he
still walked on till he came too nigh to recede: he then, with a
diffidence not affected, but most powerfully felt, pulled off his hat;
and without bowing, stood respectfully silent while the company passed.
Sandford walked on some paces before, and took no further notice as he
went by him, than just touching the fore part of his hat with his
finger. Miss Woodley curtsied as she followed. But Lady Matilda made a
full stop, and said, in the gentlest accents, “I hope, Mr. Rushbrook,
you are perfectly recovered.”
It was the sweetest music he had ever listened to; and he replied with
the most reverential bow, “I am better a great deal, Ma’am.” Then
instantly pursued his way as if he did not dare to utter another
syllable.
Sandford seldom found fault with Lady Matilda; not because he loved
her, but because she seldom did wrong—upon this occasion, however, he
was half inclined to reprimand her; but yet he did not know what to
say—the subsequent humility of Rushbrook, had taken from the
indiscretion of her speaking to him, and the event could by no means
justify his censure. On hearing her begin to speak, Sandford had
stopped; and as Rushbrook after replying, walked away, Sandford called
to her crossly, “Come, come along.” But at the same time he put out his
elbow for her to take hold of his arm.
She hastened her steps, and did so—then turning to Miss Woodley, she
said, “I expected you would have spoken to Mr. Rushbrook; it might have
prevented me.”
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