Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Love stories
“I know, young man,” cried Sandford, interrupting him, “you are glad at
what I have done, and that you find a gratification in telling me you
are; but it is a gratification I will not indulge you with—therefore,
say another sentence on the subject, and” (rising from his seat) “I’ll
leave the room, and never come into your company again, whatever your
uncle may say to it.”
Rushbrook saw by the solemnity of his countenance, he was serious, and
positively assured him he would never thank him more: on which Sandford
took his seat again, but he still frowned, and it was many minutes
before he conquered his ill humour. As his countenance became less
sour, Rushbrook fell from some general topics he had eagerly started in
order to appease him, and said,
“How hard is it to restrain conversation from the subject of our
thoughts; and yet amidst our dearest friends, and among persons who
have the same dispositions and sentiments as our own, their minds, too,
fixed upon the self-same objects, is this constraint practised—and
thus, society, which was meant for one of our greatest blessings,
becomes insipid, nay, often more wearisome than solitude.”
“I think, young man,” replied Sandford, “you have made pretty free with
your speech to-day, and ought not to complain of the want of toleration
on that score.”
“I do complain;” replied Rushbrook, “for if toleration was more
frequent, the favour of obtaining it would be less.”
“And your pride, I suppose, is above receiving a favour.”
“Never from those I esteem; and to convince you of it, I wish this
moment to request a favour of you.”
“I dare say I shall refuse it. However what is it?”
“Permit me to speak to you upon the subject of Lady Matilda?”
Sandford made no answer, consequently did not forbid him—and he
proceeded.
“For her sake—as I suppose Lord Elmwood may have told you—I this
morning rashly threw myself into the predicament from whence you
released me—for her sake, I have suffered much—for her sake I have
hazarded a great deal, and am still ready to hazard more.”
“But for your own sake, do not,” returned Sandford, drily.
“You may laugh at these sentiments as romantic, Mr. Sandford, but if
they are, to me they are nevertheless natural.”
“But of what service are they to be either to her, or to yourself?”
“To me they are painful, and to her would be but impertinent, were she
to know them.”
“I shan’t inform her of them, so do not trouble yourself to caution me
against it.”
“I was not going—you know I was not—but I was going to say, that from
no one so well as from you, could she be told my sentiments, without
the danger of receiving offence.”
“And what impression do you wish to give her, from her becoming
acquainted with them?”
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