Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Love stories
“It is very well, Sir,” returned he, vexed to the heart—yet again
wishing to sooth him—
“You certainly, Mr. Sandford, know what is for the best—yet I entreat
you will give me some further account of the nobleman you named?”
“I know what is for the best,” replied Sandford, “and I won’t.”
Rushbrook bowed, and immediately left the room. He went apparently
submissive, but the moment he showed this submission, he took the
resolution of paying a visit himself to the farm at which Lady Matilda
resided; and of learning, either from Miss Woodley, the people of the
house, the neighbours, or perhaps from Lady Matilda’s own lips, the
secret which the obstinacy of Sandford had with-held.
He saw all the dangers of this undertaking, but none appeared so great
as the danger of losing her he loved, by the influence of a rival—and
though Sandford had named “insolence,” he was in doubt whether what had
appeared so to him, was so in reality, or would be so considered by
her.
To prevent the cause of his absence being suspected by Lord Elmwood, he
immediately called his groom, ordered his horse, and giving those
servants concerned, a strict charge of secrecy, with some frivolous
pretence to apologize for his not being present at breakfast (resolving
to be back by dinner) he set off that night, and arrived at an inn
about a mile from the farm at break of day.
The joy he felt when he found himself so near to the beloved object of
his journey, made him thank Sandford in his heart, for the unkindness
which had sent him thither. But new difficulties arose, how to
accomplish the end for which he came; he learned from the people of the
inn, that a Lord, with a fine equipage, had visited at the farm, but
who he was, or for what purpose he went, no one could inform him.
Dreading to return with his doubts unsatisfied, and yet afraid of
proceeding to extremities that might be construed into presumption, he
walked disconsolately (almost distractedly) about the fields, looking
repeatedly at his watch, and wishing the time would stand still, till
he was ready to go back with his errand compleated.
Every field he passed, brought him nearer to the house on which his
imagination was fixed; but how, without forfeiting every appearance of
that respect which he so powerfully felt, could he attempt to enter
it?—he saw the indecorum, resolved not to be guilty of it, and yet
walked on till he was within but a small orchard of the door. Could he
then retreat?—he wished he could; but he found that he had proceeded
too far to be any longer master of himself. The time was urgent; he
must either behold her, and venture her displeasure, or by diffidence
during one moment, give up all his hopes perhaps for ever.
With that same disregard to consequences, which actuated him when he
dared to supplicate Lord Elmwood in his daughter’s behalf, he at length
went eagerly to the door and rapped.
A servant came—he asked to “Speak with Miss Woodley, if she was quite
alone.”
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