Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Love stories
Amidst all the persons affected by this change in Lord Elmwood’s
marriage-designs, Miss Fenton was, perhaps, affected the least—she
would have been content to have married, she was content to live
single. Mr. Sandford had been the first who made overtures to her on
the part of Lord Elmwood, and was the first sent to ask her to dispense
with the obligation.—She received both of these proposals with the same
insipid smile of approbation, and the same cold indifference at the
heart.
It was a perfect knowledge of this disposition in his intended wife
which had given to Lord Elmwood’s thoughts on matrimony, the idea of
dreary winter; but the sensibility of Miss Milner had now reversed that
prospect into perpetual spring; or the dearer variety of spring,
summer, and autumn.
It was a knowledge also of this torpor in Miss Fenton’s nature, from
which he formed the purpose of breaking with her; for Lord Elmwood
still retained enough of the sanctity of his former state to have
yielded up his own happiness, and even that of his beloved ward, rather
than have plunged one heart into affliction by his perfidy. This,
before he offered his hand to Miss Milner, he was perfectly convinced
would not be the case—even Miss Fenton herself assured him, that her
thoughts were more upon the joys of Heaven than upon those of earth;
and as this circumstance would, she believed, induce her to retire into
a convent, she thought it a happy, rather than an unhappy, event. Her
brother, on whom her fortune devolved if she took this resolution, was
exactly of her opinion.
Lost in the maze of happiness that surrounded her, Miss Milner
oftentimes asked her heart, and her heart whispered like a flatterer,
“Yes;” Are not my charms even more invincible than I ever believed them
to be? Dorriforth, the grave, the pious, the anchorite Dorriforth, by
their force, is animated to all the ardour of the most impassioned
lover—while the proud priest, the austere guardian is humbled, if I but
frown, into the veriest slave of love. She then asked, “Why did I not
keep him longer in suspense? He could not have loved me more, I
believe: but my power over him might have been greater still. I am the
happiest of women in the affection he has proved to me, but I wonder
whether it would exist under ill treatment? If it would not, he still
does not love me as I wish to be loved—if it would, my triumph, my
felicity, would be enhanced.” These thoughts were mere phantoms of the
brain, and never, by system, put into action; but, repeatedly indulged,
they were practised by casual occurrences; and the dear-bought
experiment of being loved in spite of her faults, (a glory proud women
ever aspire to) was, at present, the ambition of Miss Milner.
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