Such precautions were very needless; if anybody had noticed the Marchese
Lamberto passing under the shadow of the eaves in any part of the city
after nightfall, it would only have been supposed that he was bound on
some mission of beneficence, or good work of some sort! And if even it
had become known to a few persons given to prying into what did not
concern them, that the Marchese Lamberto di Castelmare was not more
immaculate in his conduct than his neighbours, the only result would
have been a few jests which he would have never heard, and a few sly
smiles which he would have never seen.
But the Marchese could not look at the matter in this light. He felt as
if his fall from the social eminence on which he stood would have been
as a moral earthquake in Ravenna. The idea that such jests and such
smiles could exist, however unseen and unheard, would have been
intolerable to him. And the Marchese was, accordingly, a miserable man.
A miserable man, and he could not help himself! Each time that he
quitted the siren, the chain that bound him was drawn more tightly
around him. At each visit he drank deep draughts of the philtre, that
was poisoning the fountains of his life. Again and again he had made a
violent struggle to throw off the enchantment and be free. And again and
again the effort had been too great for his strength, and he had
returned like the scorched moth, which comes back again and again to the
fatal brightness, till it perishes in it.
In his hours of solitary self-examination he loathed and mocked himself
to scorn! He, Lamberto di Castelmare, to risk and to feel humiliation,
and to suffer for the love of a woman, whose light affections had been
given to so many! He, who had been smiled on by many a high-born beauty
in vain! Love! did he love her? Again and again he told himself that
what he felt for her was far more akin to hate. He marvelled; he could
not comprehend himself! He was often inclined to believe that the old
tales of philtres and of witchery were not all false, and that he was in
truth bewitched; and he struggled angrily against the spell, and at such
times hated the beauty that had tangled him in it!
And in all this time Bianca had not yet ventured to show clearly her
real game. Nor had it yet occurred to the Marchese that such a
preposterous thought as that he could marry her could have entered into
her mind. Yet it was clear to him that he made no progress towards
making her his own upon any other terms. The alternations between
beckoning him on and warding him off had been managed with such skill,
that they appeared to be the result of the Diva's internal struggle with
her own inclinations. What was he to understand by it? If she had
been,--had always been--of unblemished character! But it was not so; he
knew better!
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