The Marchese was startled and utterly taken aback for a minute or two.
He was genuinely at a loss to interpret the cause or the meaning of the
lady's emotion. His puzzled embarrassment did not, however, prevent him
from seeing that she looked, if possible, more fascinatingly beautiful
in her grief and her tears than he had ever before seen her. And, again,
despite what she had said, he knelt down by the side of the sofa, and
gently removing her hands from before her face, murmured in her
ear,--"Bianca, what is it--what is moving you so? Don't you know that
you are dear to me;--that I would--Don't you know that I would do
anything to be agreeable to you rather than give you any sorrow or pain?
What is there within my power that I would not do? Bianca,--let me tell
you--let me speak the truth--I cannot keep it in my own heart any
longer--I love you! You have come to be all that I care for in the
world. Bianca, do you hear me? For your love I would sacrifice
all,--everything in the world; I die without it; I must have it--I must!
You have been loved before; but never as I love you--never, never! And,
Bianca, I--I--Bianca, you are my first love--my only love. Never, till I
saw you, did I care to look on a woman for a second time; I never felt
love. But, when I saw you--the first time--the first hour--Bianca, I
must have your love or die; I thirst--I hunger for it. Since I have
known you all my nature is changed; all my old life is flat and
unmeaning, and without interest to me. I care for none of the things I
used to care for; all--all has melted and slipped away from me, and
nothing remains but one great devouring rage and passion--my love for
you!"
He had spoken like a torrent, which, for a long time dammed up, at last
becomes too powerful for restraint, and bursts forth, overthrowing all
obstacles with its headlong flood.
Bianca turned her face away from him towards the back of the sofa; but
she slowly, and with an uncertain intermittent movement, drew his hand
over to her lips, and pressed it against them.
A light came into the Marchese Lamberto's eyes;--a gleam almost, one
would have said, rather fierce than fond, as he felt the pressure of her
lips; and a shock as from an electric spark ran through all his body,
making him quiver from head to heel.
"Bianca, Bianca! You are mine--you are mine!" he cried, pantingly, with
his mouth close to her ear, and encircling her waist, as he spoke, with
the hand which she had relinquished after she had kissed it in the
manner that had been described.
But she sprang away from him, pushing him from her, by putting her flat
hand against his forehead, with her face still turned towards the back
of the sofa, away from him.
"No, no, no!" she cried, violently; "it cannot be, not so--not so! I
cannot--I cannot!"
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