And there had been a moment of supreme triumph and ecstasy when
permitted, for the first time, to take her in his arms, and press that
lovely bosom to his own, and glue his own to those heavenly lips; it had
seemed to him as if the prize that was his was worth a thousand times
all that he was paying for it. It was all for love, and the world well
lost. For not for an instant did the Marchese blind himself to the fact
that his world must be lost by such a marriage as he was contemplating.
But what did he care for all that had been hitherto to him as the breath
of his nostrils? He now felt, for the first time, what of joy and real
happiness life had in truth to offer. He would go away,--far away with
his Bianca and live only for her, and for the delights of her love! Fool
that he had been to hesitate. And blessed a thousand times was her
sweet, her dear insistence, that had led him to better things!
Such was the state of the mind of the Marchese, while he held his Diva
in his arms; and it lasted in full force, almost till he had left the
door of her house behind him as he hastened to the palazzo to discharge
the Corso duty, which was one of the most prominent functions of his
present social position.
And then it seemed as if suddenly,--with a suddenness equal to that of a
tropical sunset,--the scales had fallen from his eyes, and he was
another man.
Great God! What had he done? Had he been smitten with sudden madness?
What--what was the fatal power this fearful woman had over him? Were
then the old witchcraft and philtre tales really true? Surely he must be
the victim of some spell, some horrible enchantment. Marry her! Heavens
and earth! He hated her. He felt as if he could with pleasure take her
by that beautiful throat and squeeze the noxious life out of her.
He pressed his burning hand to his yet hotter forehead, as soon as he
found himself in the quiet and solitude of his own room, swallowed a
large glass of water, and strove to obtain such little command over
himself, for the moment at least, as might suffice to enable him to go
through the task before him.
A servant knocked at the door and put his head in to announce that the
carriages were at the door. The miserable man started from his chair as
if he had been caught in some crime, and answered that he would be down
directly. A second time he swallowed, hastily, a large glass of water,
for his throat felt parched with thirst; and then, with a vigorous
effort to appear gay and at his ease, which produced only the semblance
of a fixed unnatural grin on his face, he went down to the carriage.
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