This third letter did not resemble its two predecessors--at least on the
outside--at all. It was a very little letter; not a quarter of the size
of either of the others; and the seal wherewith it was sealed was not a
tenth of the size of that of his Eminence; also, instead of being white
like the Cardinal's, or whity-yellow like the Prelate's, it was
rose-coloured, and delicately perfumed. And the superscription, "All'
Illmmo Sigr il Sigr Marchese Lamberto di Castelmare," was written in
very daintily pretty and delicate small characters; as unmistakably
feminine a letter as ever a gentleman received.
The Marchese's face changed visibly as the little missive was put into
his hands. Yet he opened it eagerly, and opened his nostrils to the
perfume, which exhaled from it, with a greedily sensuous seeming of
pleasure.
This letter ran as follows:--"Dearest And Best,--If you were not indeed
and indeed so to me, could I have ever suffered the vow that binds us
mutually to each other to have been uttered?--Dearest and best, I write
mainly, I think, for the mere pleasure of addressing you. For I am sure
that it is not necessary to ask you to come to me. You can guess how
eagerly I wish to speak to you; to hear from you that you have dismissed
for ever those horrid thoughts that you vexed me with at the theatre
last night. I longed so to have sung the words I had to utter for your
ears--to your ears only: 'Amo il zeffiro, perche ad esso il tuo nome
confido.' Ah, Lamberto, if you knew how true that is. It is often--how
often--the singer's duty to utter on the stage the words of passion. But
what a thing it is--a thing I never dreamed before--to feel them as I
utter them. The opera did not go badly, did it? I think the success was
a legitimate one. But what is any success or any applause now to me,
save yours? I felt that I was singing to one only, as one only was in my
heart and in my thoughts. Do not let many hours pass before you come to
me, my love, my lord! For they go very slowly and heavily, these hours;
and as I trace the movement of the tardy hour-hand on the clock, I grow
sick with longing, and with hope deferred. Come to me, my dearest and my
best. Your own,"
"Bianca"
"P. S.--I have mentioned our engagement to no soul save my father; of
course you did not wish me to exclude him from our confidence. He is
fully worthy of it."
The Marchese sunk down into the chair that stood before his
toilet-table, with the little letter in his hand; and his hand shook,
and his eyes were dizzy, and there was a buzzy ringing in his ears. And
still the perfume from the pink paper rose to his nostrils, and seemed
to his fancy as though it were a poison that he had neither the power
nor the will to defend himself from.
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