The Marchese, while the Cardinal Legate was making all these gracious
communications, strove to look as "like the time" and the occasion as he
could. At first it was very difficult to him to do so at all
satisfactorily. The influence of that other interview, from which he had
so recently come, was too strong upon him. All the images and ideas
called up by the Cardinal's words were too violently at variance, and
too incompatible with those other desires and thoughts to affect him
otherwise than as raising additional obstacles and piling up more and
more difficulties in the path before him. But, as the interview with the
courteous and dignified churchman proceeded,--as the genius loci of the
Cardinal's library began to exert its influence--as all the hopes and
ambitions and prospects which were opened before his eyes, falling into
their natural and proper connection of continuity with all his former
life, so linked the present moment with that past life as to make all
that had filled the last few weeks seem like a fevered dream,--gradually
the Marchese entered more and more into the spirit of the Cardinal's
conversation. Gradually all that he had hitherto lived for came to seem
to him again to be all that was worth living for. Old habitual thoughts
and ideas, the growth and outcome of a whole life, once again asserted
their wonted supremacy; and the Marchese Lamberto marvelled that it
should be possible for that to happen to him which had happened to him.
Ah! if only weak men were as prone to run away from temptation as they
are to run away from the difficulties that are created by yielding to
it. But they are ever as brave to run the risks of confronting the
tempter, as cowardly to face the results of having done so.
The Cardinal had not failed to mark the air of constraint and dispirited
lassitude which had characterized the Marchese during the commencement
of their conversation. And he, as others had done, attributed it to the
supposition that the Marchese was very rapidly growing old--likely
enough, was breaking up. Nor did he less observe the very notable change
in him as their interview proceeded--the result, as the churchman
flattered himself, of the charms of his own eloquence and felicitous
manner. He was himself a good twenty years older than the Marchese; but
he had been put into great good humour that morning by private letters
accompanying the official despatch that has been mentioned, which had
hinted at favourable possibilities in the future as to certain ambitious
hopes that had rarely failed to busy his brain every night as he laid it
on the pillow for many a year. So he smiled inwardly a gentle moralizing
smile as he thought how gratified ambition had power to stir up the
flagging passions and stimulate the sinking energies even as the golden
bowl is on the eve of being broken.
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