"Nay, that will not be quite fair, Signor Marchese," interrupted
Violante, speaking very quietly. "Can you honestly tell your uncle that
you have made any very strenuous efforts in that direction?"
"But I thought, Signorina," said Ludovico, hastily; I surely had reason
to suppose that I should be speaking in support of your
sentiments--quite as much as--"Stay, Signor Marchese; excuse my
interrupting you, but it is exactly on this point that I wished to talk
with you. Let us clearly understand each other. It is, no doubt, quite
true that if you and I had been left to ourselves, if no
family-considerations had intervened to suggest other views, neither of
us would have been led by our own inclinations,--it is best to speak
openly and frankly,--neither of us, I say, would have been led by our
own inclinations to think more of the other than as an old and valued
acquaintance. This is the truth, is it not?"
"Nay, Signorina, can I say--"
"It is not fair, you would say," interrupted Violante again, "that I
should force your gallantry to make so painful an avowal. Nonsense! Let
us put aside all such trash: the question is, not--how we shall mutually
make what the circumstances require us to say to each other agreeable to
the self-love of either of us, and to silly rules of conventional
gallantry, but there is a real question of fairness between us; and it
is this: how much should each of us expect that the other will
contribute towards the difficult task of liberating both of us from
engagements we neither of us wish to undertake. You see, Signor
Marchese, I have made up my mind to speak clearly; more clearly than I
could, I think, have ventured to do, had I not the advantage of having
had those conversations with my friend Paolina in the Cardinal's
chapel."
"In what respect did it seem to you, that what I proposed saying to my
uncle in the first instance, was unfair, Signorina?"
"In this it would be unfair. To talk of your want of success in
obtaining what you never sought to obtain, is simply to throw on me the
burden and the blame of disappointing the wishes and plans of both our
families. I am ready to do my part; but it would be unreasonable to
expect that it can be so active or so large a part as your own. It will
not be for you to let it be supposed that you are ready and willing to
offer your hand to the Contessa Violante Marliani, trusting to my
refusal to accept it in the teeth of the wishes of my family. It is your
duty to say openly and plainly that you cannot make the marriage
proposed to you. If I were in your place--if I might venture to suggest,
what I would myself counsel--I should add, as a reason--an additional
reason--that I had given my heart elsewhere."
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