All of which sounds certainly like a meagre range--which heaven knows it
was; but with a plea for the several attics, already glanced at, and the
positive aesthetic reach that came to us through those dim resorts, quite
worth making. They were scattered and they constituted on the part of
such of our friends as had license to lead us up to them a ground of
authority and glory proportioned exactly to the size of the field. This
extent was at cousin Helen's, with a large house and few inmates, vast
and free, so that no hospitality, under the eaves, might have matched
that offered us by the young Albert--if only that heir of all the ages
had had rather more imagination. He had, I think, as little as was
possible--which would have counted in fact for an unmitigated blank had
not W. J., among us, on that spot and elsewhere, supplied this motive
force in any quantity required. He imagined--that was the point--the
comprehensive comedies we were to prepare and to act; comprehensive by
the fact that each one of us, even to the God-fearing but
surreptitiously law-breaking Wards, was in fairness to be enabled to
figure. Not one of us but was somehow to be provided with a part, though
I recall my brother as the constant comic star. The attics were thus in
a word our respective temples of the drama--temples in which the stage,
the green-room and the wardrobe, however, strike me as having consumed
most of our margin. I remember, that is, up and down the street--and the
association is mainly with its far westward reaches--so much more
preparation than performance, so much more conversation and costume than
active rehearsal, and, on the part of some of us, especially doubtless
on my own, so much more eager denudation, both of body and mind, than of
achieved or inspired assumption. We shivered unclad and impatient both
as to our persons and to our aims, waiting alike for ideas and for
breeches; we were supposed to make our dresses no less than to create
our characters, and our material was in each direction apt to run short.
I remember how far ahead of us my brother seemed to keep, announcing a
"motive," producing a figure, throwing off into space conceptions that I
could stare at across the interval but couldn't appropriate; so that my
vision of him in these connections is not so much of his coming toward
me, or toward any of us, as of his moving rapidly away in fantastic garb
and with his back turned, as if to perform to some other and more
assured public. There were indeed other publics, publics downstairs, who
glimmer before me seated at the open folding-doors of ancient parlours,
but all from the point of view of an absolute supernumerary, more or
less squashed into the wing but never coming on. Who were the copious
Hunts?--whose ample house, on the north side, toward Seventh Avenue,
still stands, next or near that of the De Peysters, so that I perhaps
confound some of the attributes of each, though clear as to the blond
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