think that would be explained perhaps by his feeling in them as an old
equalitarian certain accessibilities _quand meme_. Besides, we of the
younger persuasion at least must have done his ear less violence than
those earnest ladies from beyond the sea and than those young Englishmen
qualifying for examinations and careers who flocked with us both to the
plausibly spread and the severely disgarnished table, and on whose part
I seem to see it again an effort of anguish to "pick up" the happy idiom
that we had unconsciously acquired. French, in the fine old formula of
those days, so much diffused, "was the language of the family"; but I
think it must have appeared to these students in general a family of
which the youngest members were but scantly kept in their place. We
piped with a greater facility and to a richer meed of recognition; which
sounds as if we might have become, in these strange collocations, fairly
offensive little prigs. That was none the less not the case, for there
were, oddly enough, a few French boys as well, to whom on the lingual or
the "family" ground, we felt ourselves feebly relative, and in
comparison with whom, for that matter, or with one of whom, I remember
an occasion of my having to sink to insignificance. There was at the
Institution little of a staff--besides waiters and bonnes; but it
embraced, such as it was, M. Mesnard as well as M. Bonnefons--M. Mesnard
of the new generation, instructor in whatever it might be, among the
arts, that didn't consist of our rolling our r's, and with them, to help
us out, more or less our eyes. It is significant that this elegant
branch is now quite vague to me; and I recall M. Mesnard, in fine, as no
less modern and cheap than M. Bonnefons was rare and unappraiseable. He
had nevertheless given me his attention, one morning, doubtless
patiently enough, in some corner of the villa that we had for the moment
practically to ourselves--I seem to see a small empty room looking on
the garden; when there entered to us, benevolently ushered by Madame
Fezandie, a small boy of very fair and romantic aspect, as it struck me,
a pupil newly arrived. I remember of him mainly that he had a sort of
nimbus of light curls, a face delicate and pale and that deeply hoarse
voice with which French children used to excite our wonder. M. Mesnard
asked of him at once, with interest, his name, and on his pronouncing it
sought to know, with livelier attention, if he were then the son of M.
Arsene Houssaye, lately director of the Theatre Francais. To this
distinction the boy confessed--all to such intensification of our
repetiteur's interest that I knew myself quite dropped, in comparison,
from his scheme of things. Such an origin as our little visitor's
affected him visibly as dazzling, and I felt justified after a while, in
stealing away into the shade. The beautiful little boy was to live to be
the late M. Henry Houssaye, the shining hellenist and historian. I have
never forgotten the ecstasy of hope in M.
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