A Soldier's Experience; or, A Voice from the Ranks: Showing the Cost of War in Blood and Treasure. A Personal Narrative of the Crimean Campaign, from the Standpoint of the Ranks; the Indian Mutiny, and Some of its Atrocities; the Afghan Campaigns of 1863Gowing, T. (Timothy)
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A Soldier's Experience; or, A Voice from the Ranks: Showing the Cost of War in Blood and Treasure. A Personal Narrative of the Crimean Campaign, from the Standpoint of the Ranks; the Indian Mutiny, and Some of its Atrocities; the Afghan Campaigns of 1863
Gowing, T. (Timothy)
Crimean War, 1853-1856 -- Personal narratives
about 5 a.m., when our men were up, and then no more sleep. I wrote a
number of letters that morning for poor fellows--some of whom were laid
low before mid-day, and others struck down maimed, some to rise no more,
long before sunset.
* * * * *
The following, though it was never forwarded, was written at this time,
in anticipation that I should fall:--
Camp before Sebastopol,
2 a.m., 8th September, 1855.
My Dear Parents,
I feel that I must drop you a few lines. I came off the
trenches at one o'clock this morning, to find that this
town, which has given us so much trouble, and has already
cost more lives than all the inhabitants of Norwich and its
surroundings put together, is to be stormed to-day; long
before this reaches you, or before the ink that I now use is
hardly dry, hundreds, perhaps thousands, will have been
launched into eternity. I feel it is an awful moment. I have
repeatedly, during the last twelve months, been surrounded
by death, and since the Alma have not known, honestly
speaking, what fear is, as far as the enemy is concerned.
But, dear parents, this is a solemn moment; thousands must
fall--and we are told off to be in the thick of the fight. I
feel confident that God's arm is not shortened, and into His
protecting care I commit myself. I must be candid, there is
a still small voice that tells me I shall fall, and if I
do, I hope to meet you in a better world than this, where
the nations shall learn war no more. I do not feel that I
can say much, but let come what will, I am determined to try
and do my duty for my Queen and Country. I am glad in one
sense that this hour has come; we have looked for it for
months, and long before the sun sets that is now rising,
Sebastopol must be in our hands. I will now say good bye,
dear and best of mothers; good bye, kind father; good bye,
affectionate brothers and sisters. This letter will not be
sent unless I fall; I have given it open into the hands of
one of our sergeants who is in hospital wounded, and if I
fall he has kindly offered to put a postscript to it and
forward it. May the God of all grace bless you, dear
parents, and help you to bear the pending blow.
Believe me, ever
Your affectionate son,
T. GOWING,
Sergeant, Royal Fusiliers.
As I did not return to camp after the action, the comrade to whom I
entrusted the letter added this postscript:--
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