So, as he packed his portmanteau, he whistled lightheartedly.
Aura, meanwhile having finished her burial, went off to the book-room
where she found her grandfather, as usual, busy with pen and paper,
the writing-table drawn up to the fire, the solitary extra chair in
which Ted had been sitting looking lone and outcast, camped away in
the open beyond the leather screen which in winter always surrounded
Mr. Smith's socialism and the fire.
He was looking a little flushed, and she paused, ere sitting down on
the floor by the hearth to say anxiously, "You haven't been vexing
yourself, I hope, grandfather, while I was away--I--I had rather a
headache--so I went up the hills. Martha----"
"Martha has been excellent, as usual," he replied, "on the whole she
does Parkinson's work fairly well; though I could wish----" here he
sighed--"the absence of a suitable cap and apron is certainly to be
deplored, but she makes an excellent omelette." He turned again to his
work of writing a pamphlet on the Simple Life.
Aura sat watching him, as she had watched him as long as she could
remember. She was very fond, very proud of him. Extremely well read,
curiously quick in mind, he had taught her everything she knew, and
she was but just beginning to find out that this everything was more
than most women are supposed to know. She had found no difficulty in
holding her own with Ned and Ted, and Dr. Ramsay and Mr. Hirsch,
except so far as mere knowledge of the world went, and that was not
worth counting.
To her mind grandfather had had the best of any argument she had ever
heard; but then Ned would never argue with him.
Still he had not taught her all things. He had never mentioned love or
marriage, or birth or death, though these surely were the chief
factors in life--in a woman's life anyhow.
Suddenly, out of the almost bewildering ramifications of her thought,
she put, almost thoughtlessly, a question.
"Grandfather, was my father fond of me?"
Mr. Sylvanus Smith looked up startled, and distinctly pale. "I had not
the honour of your father's acquaintance," he said icily, "therefore I
cannot say." Then he, as it were, pulled himself together. "And you
will oblige me," he continued, "by not asking any more questions of
the sort. I cannot answer them."
He went on writing, but his hand trembled a little. She had heard this
formula more than once, but after a time, moved thereto by the new
stress in her thoughts, the girl rose, and going up behind him stood
looking over his shoulder.
"Grandfather," she said, "I am not going to ask any more questions
about the past. I don't see that it matters at all. I should like to
have known that my father was--was glad of me; my mother must have
been, I think, though she died so soon. But I should like to know what
is in the future. What--what do you expect me to do? Do you wish me to
marry?"
He turned round in his chair, and looked at her helplessly.
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