"Yea! isn't it awful?" she admitted with a laugh; "but I have taken
all the furniture you see out of this room and stuffed it away in
another empty one for the present"--an odd shy smile showed on her
face, and seating herself on a stool once more she took up her work
again and recommenced tucking a piece of muslin with new-born skill;
for in the old days she had never touched a needle. "And it isn't
quite so bad here at the back where one can't see people. But I wish
my poor primroses would grow. I got them in a wood not so very far
away, but the cats won't give them a chance--they scratch them up at
night, poor things!" Her eyes were sorrowfully on the parallelogram of
grass, gravel, and smut-blackened stems below the flight of grimy
steps, which was described in the house-agent's list as a charming
garden. "If it happens again I shall take them back. It is never fair
to keep anything where it can't grow properly."
"Exactly so," he thought; but her face showed absolute
unconsciousness.
"What do you find to do with yourself?" he asked suddenly. He felt he
would go mad in a week.
"Do!"--she smiled. "Why, I never have half enough time! You see we
can't afford to keep experienced servants, as yet. This house is
really beyond our income, but my husband--Ted, I mean--was afraid I
should not thrive in the town. It is very good of him, isn't it? to go
to such expense for me."
"Very," assented Lord Blackborough, recognising Ted's phraseology and
feeling bored.
"So I have to do most of the cooking," she went on quite eagerly. "It
is rather fun, though Ted is quite awfully particular about his food.
But he says I am getting quite a--a _cordon bleue_--that's right,
isn't it?"
"Quite right," assented Ned gravely. He was beginning to wonder how he
should get away from this atmosphere of satisfaction.
"And then," she went on, and whether she smiled or was grave he could
not tell, for her face was bent over her work, "I have so much to
think of--you cannot know how much. Sometimes I feel as if, somehow,
the whole world was bound up in me."
For the life of him he could not help a thrill in answer to the thrill
of her voice. So he sat looking at her sewing garments for another
man's child, until his heart waxed hot, and he said--
"Has it never struck you, Aura, that all this is--just a little rough
on me?"
She looked up at him, her beautiful eyes, twin stars of mysterious
double life, brimming with swift tears.
"You--you shall be its godfather," she said softly.
He could have cursed, he could have laughed, he could have cried over
the pure ridiculousness of the reply; but the pure motherhood in her
eyes was too much for him.
"The earth is the Lord's, and the fulness thereof." The phrase came
back to his memory, reproving his individualism, setting aside all
other claims as trivial.
"Well!" he said, rising as he spoke, "there is nothing more to be
said. So--having found you happy--I must be going."
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