Longer than usual Eglah knelt beside her bed that night, and when she
rose, Mrs. Mitchell, waiting to brush out and braid her hair, noted in
the pale young face traces of mental wrestling.
"Little mother, does God answer your prayers?"
"Not always in the way I may have wished, but when they are denied I
seem to receive instead an increased assurance that He knows best; and
as to a child crying for sharp-edged tools, His refusal springs from
omniscient mercy."
"Do you think Mr. Noel is really a Christian? Father believes him a mere
rationalist."
"His is such a fine character, only Christianity could have moulded
him."
"I wish I knew whether he prays every night."
"Why?"
"If he does, his prayers and mine must clash like crossed swords before
the Lord, and Mr. Noel is better than I, and deserves to receive that
which he wants most; but he will not--he shall not!"
"Eglah, dearie! The Lord alone will decide."
"No. If we are free agents, human will can not be coerced by Him who
gave it. Even our great, dear, good God cannot give him what I pray he
will be denied. Never--never!"
"For what is he praying?"
"A razor--that would cut his fingers--so he must not have it. Now, lest
you should 'imagine vain things,' I wish you to know that Mr. Noel has
not renewed his proposal of marriage, and I hope never will. It is only
just to him that you should fully understand he is now no suitor. He is
simply my loyal, noble friend, in whom I trust implicitly. Good-night,
_Madrecita_."
CHAPTER XVI
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