In after years, when Father Temple's dark hair had whitened, and vital
fires were burning low, to the verge of ashes, he looked back always
with supreme tenderness and immeasurable joy to the days that followed
the strike, as after some tempest lulls one watches the unexpected
lustre of an after-glow where it glints over the wreckage wrought, and
waves its banners of gilded rose between vanishing storm clouds and
oncoming night.
In that small room at the Infirmary reigned profound quiet, broken only
by the low voices of two wise-eyed, tender-handed, know-all,
tell-nothing nurses, whose ideals of absolute obedience to staff orders
were as starched as their caps and collars. They shared the doctor's
opinion that the patient was conscious of nothing, because she neither
flinched nor moaned when her wounds were dressed, but the watcher who
spent part of each morning beside the bed knew better. Waiting one day
until the nurses left the room, he drew from his pocket a photograph of
Leighton, leaned down, and held it close to her. The half-closed eyes
widened, brightened, and, after a moment, tears gathered.
He laid the picture against her lips and left it on her breast.
With that fine instinct which inheres only in supremely unselfish love,
he fought down the longing to fondle her, allowed himself no approach to
a caress, remembering that his touch was loathsome to her, and in her
present helplessness would prove a cruel insult. He accepted as part of
his punishment the fierce trial of bending so close to the precious face
her hatred denied him; and only once, when the nurse laid the patient's
hand in his, while she tightened a bandage and gave a hypodermic, he
bowed his face upon it and kissed the palm.
Sometimes for hours she kept her eyes shut; again, for as long a period,
she would not close them, and though her gaze, never vacant, wandered
from face to face, it held no inquiry, no sadness, no meaning save of
profound introspection, of some subtle mental readjustment; but only a
deep, slowly drawn sigh of utter weariness ever crossed her pale lips,
from which the blood had been drained. Father Temple felt assured that
as she lay motionless, fronting eternity, her self-communion was
profound and calmly searching; and ceaselessly he prayed that God's
mercy might comfort the brave, lonely, helpless soul.
One morning the nurse reported that during the night Mrs. Dane had moved
her right hand and arm, but the improvement did not continue, and while
at times fully conscious, her vitality was evidently ebbing, and the
pulse began to fail. She had never spoken, and the doctor said she never
would. Standing outside the door, Father Temple waited one noon to hear
the physician's report. As he came out he put his hand on the priest's
shoulder, and answered the mute appeal in eyes that were wells of
hopeless grief.
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