Two years ago she would have hurried to her father for denial, and
published proofs that his hands were clean; but to-day, for some moments
after the shock, doubt seemed the only land of promise where she could
dwell with any semblance of peace. Looking back over all that made their
last two months in Washington so painful to her, recalling the
inexplicable nervousness that was invariably exhibited when American
letters and papers reached them at Aix les Bains, she connected
incidents that formerly had no visible relation, and filial faith began
to rock and drift from its life-long moorings. Yet with obstinate
tenacity she swung back to the only comforting supposition--that
political hatred and the unscrupulous ambition of a rival candidate had
combined to fabricate this atrocious calumny. Were it possible for Judge
Kent to vindicate himself, why had he failed to do so promptly in print?
Again and again she read the clipping, carefully committing to memory
the entire article, and when quite sure it was literally indelible, she
tore the paper into innumerable fragments and tossed them to the wind
singing through the venerable tree tops.
A different nature might, perhaps, have utilized the printed statement
as a bridge over the chasm gaping between her father and herself, but
intense pride and yearning love prompted her to shield him from the
great shame of knowing she had read the blistering libel. That the
burned telegram related to this publication, was an explanation of his
reluctance to acquaint her with the contents, that appealed now to her
tenderness, and her eyes softened in a passionate longing to throw
herself into his arms, as in happier days.
Doubtless the press in Y---- had copied this assault upon his political
integrity, his many enemies were gloating over it, and henceforth she
would make no attempt to level the bristling hedge of social distrust.
As one who snatches from the grave some beloved dead, and battles in
frantic hope of resuscitation, she grappled closer, to warm at her heart
the wan, fading remains of loyal filial confidence. It was an hour of
exceeding bitterness, of intolerable humiliation, but undaunted by the
severity of a blow smiting her where most vulnerable, she girded herself
to struggle in defence, faintly cheered by a vague yet obstinate hope
that in coming years her Biography might avail to rehabilitate the
character so unjustly assailed.
Before her lay isolation, hidden heartache, the silent surrender of her
dearest ambition, and the acceptance of life robbed of all rosy plans.
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