"Perhaps I do understand the torture more thoroughly than you imagine,
and you must allow me to say that were I as sadly circumstanced as
yourself, I should set my back to the past, and resolutely hunt for
sunshine in coming years. Deliberate, intentional villainy was never
your sin, and for a foolish boy's rash haste you did everything possible
to atone. I shall be sorry to see you so unmanly as to sink down in the
mildew of an abject melancholy. Your surroundings invite morbid
memories, and just here, Vernon, let me say I do not like your
refectory. It is dark, damp, mouldy, and you must make a change.
I should enjoy breakfasting in the catacombs quite as much. Ask your
superior to estimate the cost of building a refectory on this floor, say
to the left yonder, and perhaps the matter may be arranged
satisfactorily. Another bell! What office comes next?"
"That is to notify us 'free time' is over for the day. We have an hour
in which to employ ourselves without direction. Below the vegetable
garden Brother Theodore comes from his pet strawberry bed, and over
yonder, what looks like a huge black bird with flapping white wings is
Brother Aristide dusting the leaves of his grapevines with some
insecticide powder. He came from Burgundy, and believes that ledge
behind the line of cherry trees lying south-southeast will give him
Chambertin equal to the best in Cote d'Or. You see even here each
trundles his recreation hoop once a day."
An east wind had spun fine silver cloud lines curving across the blue,
clustering, widening into two vast, fleecy pinions that were floating
slowly to the gates of the west. Despite sunshine, chilliness edged the
air, and Father Temple coughed hoarsely.
"Your reverence should not stay here next winter. It is too humid. As
the crow flies and the wind sweeps, the Atlantic can not be more than
twenty miles away, and when northeast gales howl from Barnegat to
Hatteras, this is no sanatorium for you. If you have no special
preference for tuberculosis, and have not vowed slow suicide on that
altar, I should be glad if you would select some other mode of exit when
you finally say good-bye. Consumption robbed me of my father--I hope I
shall not lose my friend also thereby."
The priest smiled, and laid his thin hand on his companion's knee.
"In many characteristics we differ so widely, I have often wondered that
you care at all for me."
"You were so honest and fearless and manly when we met at college. You
showed such genuine pluck in that hazing scandal, so much quiet, heroic
magnanimity when the official investigation followed. Vernon, for God's
sake, wake up! You have talent; don't doze like a toad under a stone
wall. Come out of shadows that paralyze you, and try to make your mark
in the world of letters. I do not wish to change my----"
He paused and frowned. A flush tinged Father Temple's sallow cheek.
"You do not wish to consider me unmanly now?"
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