"My worse than useless appeal to your mercy reminds me of a picture of
the Deluge I once saw, when I was a happy child. A drowning woman clung
to the edge of an open window in the ark, begging succor, and Noah
leaned out and pried off her grasping hands, smiting her back into
hungry waves. I shall obey your wishes, Mr. Herriott, in all but one
step you have suggested. I do not believe in the validity of divorces.
Vows made to God can never be cancelled by civil processes. A
consecrated minister is not a mere notary public to attest signatures to
a deed. My marriage is forever sacred as my baptism; my covenant in His
sight, in His holy name, stands always--'till death us do part.' You
shall be as free as you wish. You need never see me again, but so long
as I live I intend to hold myself your wife."
"Will you do me the kindness to hand me your ring?"
She drew it from her finger and held it toward him. He turned it slowly,
smiling bitterly.
"You have not seen the inscription. 'Till death us do part.' The sight
of it must be an unpleasant reminder, and I hope and ask that you will
never wear it. As a worthless symbol of what no longer exists, allow me
to throw it away."
"Just as you please; only remember you have no right to do so, it is
mine. If it were cast into the ocean, I should never cease to feel its
sacred clasp on my finger."
He laid it on the seat beside her, and she replaced it on her hand. He
looked at his watch.
"It will soon be daylight. I am going into the smoking car. Perhaps you
can rest. Shall I send the porter?"
"No. I could not sleep."
He went out, closing the door carefully.
With a smothered groan she sank back, and beat her palms against each
other. Humiliated, sorely wounded, yet indignant--almost hopeless, but
defiant--she stubbornly refused to despair until she had exhausted every
means at her command.
After a while she knelt down and prayed God's help in her mission to
save her father. She never knew that the door had glided noiselessly
half way in its groove and that Mr. Herriott stood there to ask if she
needed anything. He saw the figure bowed in prayer, and stole away as
softly as he came. The strain was telling upon her quivering nerves.
Hysterical aching in her throat, parched and dry, was almost
intolerable, and the swaying carnations so burdened the air that when
she rose her head swam.
After an hour she struggled to her feet. If she had some water it might
cool her throat. From her satchel she took a cup, opened the door, and,
supporting herself by one hand on the wall of the car, she walked down
the narrow passage, where she knew the water-tank stood near the
porter's seat. Before she reached it she saw Mr. Herriott leaning
sideways against the glass door opening on the platform. Just then the
brakeman raised his lantern, and the flash showed a hopelessly sad face
sternly set under the close-fitting travelling cap. As she turned back,
he saw her and advanced.
"What do you wish?"
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