"To alter your will? You need not. I have more than I require, and if I
were a pauper I should never accept a cent from you. There is only one
thing you can ever give me, and that I must want as long as I live."
He was walking slowly up and down the floor, his hands behind him, and
paused beside the sofa.
"What is it?"
She pushed back the damp rings of hair, and lifted to his, pleading eyes
pathetically sad.
"Your confidence--your old faith in me."
"Confidence! It lies with love in a grave so deep there can be no
resurrection. The world is full of women--lovely, luscious women. Of
fair flesh there is for most men no lack; but I wanted, I hungered, I
longed for only one pair of dimpled arms folded about my neck, one
woman's divinely tender eyes answering all the love in mine, one pair of
proud, pure, sensitive, beautiful lips seeking and clinging to mine.
Voluntarily you gave yourself to me--your precious self--and when
bewildered with happiness I caught you to my heart, you stabbed me. I
was mole blind, but sharp clipping has rid me of my cataracts. Let us
make an end of this dismal farce. All my life I have fought my infernal
temper, and now it has me by the throat. It will take an Arctic winter
to cool the hot fury that possesses me; and because I must not speak
harshly to you, I wish to ask if you will allow me to leave you here? I
can telegraph your father to come at once."
For a moment wounded pride stifled her; she shrank as from a blow, and
red signals swung back into her pale cheeks.
"As you please, Mr. Herriott. It is more painfully embarrassing for me
to force my presence upon you than for you to endure the sight of me for
a few hours longer. If you prefer to leave me here instead of at the
place selected and designated before I left home, of course I shall
submit. We have not many friends, and father's enemies will gossip over
the fact that I was sent home before you sailed from Boston. This,
however, is a minor matter in comparison with the fear that the change
you suggest might lead father to suspect I had learned the object of
your visit to Y----. Life will be unendurable to me if he finds out that
I know the contents of that box. I would rather die than have him
believe all the horrible facts are in my possession. For his sake I----"
"For his sake you would go down into Hades!"
"Where else am I now? What ordeal more fiery than last night and to-day?
I know now that I did wrong, but the awful ruin seemed so imminent I
fled through the only door of escape that appeared possible. I am
punished, and I deserve all I suffer. Leave me here, or anywhere else,
as you find most convenient and most comfortable for yourself."
"Pardon me. Of course your wishes determine the matter. I suggested the
change, thinking that as your sole object in making this journey was to
secure the papers, you would find it a relief to return as soon as you
were sure of their destruction."
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