"It hurts me sorely to say good-bye to you, Amos. For my sake take extra
care of yourself. Let up on moles and slugs and shotbugs in damp
weather. Look after my dogs for me, and be good to Aunt Trina when she
comes for her visit. One thing more, be sure the tower lamp is lighted
every night. When I am groping and stumbling in Arctic darkness, it will
cheer me to know that light is shining over a black, stormy lake. Now I
must go. I hope God will keep you strong and well. Good-bye."
Then the voice sank so low a few additional words were inaudible to
those beyond the gate. He took the gardener's hands, shook them warmly,
and re-entered the carriage. As he did so Eglah pointed to the seat
beside her, which he accepted, and she saw his eyes were misty.
For some moments neither spoke.
"Aunt Trina is fond of the old place, and I have asked her to spend July
here, with any friends she may wish to bring. She and Amos spar like
prize fighters over immersion and close communion, and he brands her
extreme ritualism 'idolatry rank as the groves of Baal.'"
He looked at his watch, and called to the coachman:
"Rivers, we have very little time to spare."
His closed right hand rested on his knee, and Eglah laid hers upon it.
"Since I was a little girl you have been my faithful, sympathizing,
patient friend, and now I can not bear that you should leave me without
uttering one kind word of forgiveness for the great wrong I realize at
last that I have done you."
"Eglah, for God's sake don't open that door, which shuts out--what I can
not discuss again with you, because I must not wound you."
She noticed the suppressed pant in his voice, and as he did not respond
to the touch of her hand, her slender fingers crept between and twined
around his.
"Mr. Herriott, when you come home----"
"I shall try not to come home."
"If I promise you shall never see me there, perhaps that assurance may
tempt you back. You are casting me out of your life, and I have no right
to complain, but I wish to say that I hope you will have no fear for the
name you gave irrevocably into my keeping."
"You bear my name, my father's name, but I am very sure your little
white hands will hold it clean, pure, and sacred. Should you invoke
legal aid to free you from merely nominal matrimonial bonds, I prefer
you should then resume your father's name. If you choose to make no
change, and I do not return, the name will die with you, and I believe
you will guard it as you would the Grail."
Unconsciously his hand tightened on hers, until the edge of the ring cut
into her finger.
"Mr. Herriott, you will write to me?"
He shook his head.
Looking intently at her, he noticed the deep blue shadows under her
eyes, and the first tears he had ever seen her shed rolled slowly over
her worn face.
"Unless my letters were hollow shams, they would only distress you, and
all future annoyance I wish to avoid. Silence is the only possible
peace."
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