"Yes, I did him a great wrong. I did not intend to wound him, and when I
realized all that followed, it was too late for remedy. I don't wish to
say anything more, even to you. The thought of the red coals scorches my
heart. If the time should ever come when I feel I can talk freely, you
will not need to question. Until then, love me and be patient, and leave
me to myself. To-day Mr. Herriott is at sea--gone on his long voyage. O
Ma-Lila! Ma-Lila, pray to God that he may never come home! Or that if he
lives, I may die soon."
"You foolish, wicked girl! Are you crazy?"
"I have been, but my late tenants have gone into the swine. A week ago
they possessed me, and wild work followed. Since their departure I find
it impossible to regain my old self. I have, after frightful nightmare,
awakened a very repentant, an exceedingly miserable woman, but the fault
was all mine. Mr. Herriott was not to blame. He is even nobler than you
know, nobler than I dreamed; but I wounded, injured him past pardon; and
now I purpose to bear in silence, and as best I may, a sorrow that I
alone have brought upon myself. No one can help me. I only ask to be
spared all questions, all reference to my marriage. Father is calling
me. Will you give him his tea? Ask him to excuse me. Good-night. I wish
to be alone until breakfast."
When Eliza went downstairs next morning, Eglah was coming from the side
garden with both hands full of dewy roses for the table vase, and,
having listened until two o'clock to the restless footsteps in the room
next to her own, the foster-mother glanced anxiously at her.
The cold, passionless repose that comes only after a fierce and vital
struggle had settled upon her white, worn face, and the woman who knew
her best could not determine whether it meant conquest or surrender.
As summer advanced, Eglah noticed the frequency with which her father
fell asleep in the midst of conversation, and when he dozed one day with
a bowl of sherbet in his hand, she became alarmed and sent for Dr.
Plympton, an old friend of Judge Kent's, who had moved South and settled
in Y---- during the dismal days of carpet bag rule.
He gave him tonics, diet regimen on which he laid much stress, and
ordered the family away to certain springs in a distant State. Having
secured a cottage, Eglah avoided the hotel and maintained complete
seclusion. Her father keenly enjoyed the change, and gradually the
tendency to drowse was less apparent, but the prohibition of alcoholic
drinks fretted him, and that which was tabooed at the cottage was
alluringly accessible at the hotel.
When the season closed, he and Eglah decided to stop _en route_ for a
day, to pay their long promised visit to Calvary House.
As Mrs. Mitchell could not be persuaded to enter "an Episcopal monkish
institution" of which she disapproved so vigorously, she went back alone
to Nutwood and busied herself with household preparations for winter.
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