Without attempting to analyze her complex emotions, Eglah surrendered
herself to the strange new comfort of wandering hour after hour about
the house, where every nook and corner babbled of the owner. Despite her
efforts to placate and win the dogs, they sullenly rejected her
overtures, echoing the repudiation of their master, and watching her
with suspicious enmity. On the second afternoon the doctor and nurse
assured her the gardener would soon be relieved by electricity, massage,
and tonics, and when a letter from Mrs. Orr to Hawkins announced her
expected return two days later, there seemed no reason for prolonging
Eglah's visit. She wished to avoid an interview with the housekeeper,
and arranged to start south a few hours earlier than the time fixed for
her arrival. In the stone cottage she spent a portion of each day; had
gone carefully over Arctic maps and charts with Amos, outlining the
probable course of the exploring party. She explained some terms, and
gave him a duplicate of the calendar she had made for herself, whereby
he could tell when and how long the moon shone, what day the sun set,
and when, after months, it would rise again. As the old man watched
through his silver spectacles the sad, worn, pallid face, and realized
that she too suffered, his resentful antipathy diminished, and Mr.
Herriott's farewell charge began to invest her with an unexpected
sanctity.
The last day of her stay was unusually warm for the season, and after
reading to the sick man and leaving a bunch of jonquils near his cot,
Eglah went quite late in the afternoon for a farewell walk along the
beach. She coaxed the dogs unavailingly. Pilot, the collie, followed as
far as the stone stile, and then deserted her. Beyond the end of the
curve, where silver poplars came to the water's edge, she found a white
marble seat, shaped like a horseshoe, with broad arms and an arched back
elaborately carved. Winter rains had rippled and drifted the sand over
its feet, and across one corner a bramble strayed. It was here Mr.
Herriott had spent his last night at home. She brushed aside dead
leaves, sat down, and plucked away the encroaching vine. Deep in her
heart sang his final words to Amos: "I have loved her since she was ten
years old." Living or dead, he was hers; angry and estranged, but
hers--always hers.
She thought of what life might have been with him here, remembered the
warm, close clasp of his hand, the lover light in his fine eyes that was
a caress that first hour on the cars; and recalling the last moment,
when he strained her to his breast, her fair face flushed, her sad heart
thrilled. Now that beautiful "might have been" lay irrecoverable as the
"lost land of Lyonnesse," under its transparent shroud, and haunting
echoes of tender tones tolled faintly, like buried bells of Folge Fond.
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