"Mr. Whitfield, I can't tell you what I do not know. Mr. Herriott's name
is never uttered by her, never mentioned now by me. She is so silent she
would certainly forget how to talk if she were not a woman. She intends
to go to Europe, and, as you know, keeps some business matters in
readiness, but no date has been fixed. You will be advised in time to
draw up her will, of which she talked to me about a week ago. The months
come and go, and the dear child is always as you see her, calm,
uncomplaining, with lips locked as a statue's, but I must say I feel all
the time as if I am walking over a grave that may suddenly crumble and
cave in under my feet."
Returning spring was welcome, and early summer brought once more the
solace and diversion of long rides through solemn, lonely pine
stretches, where only birds, nature's feathered syrinx, sounded in the
silence, happy as human children prattling to their mother.
A mute acceptance of the inevitable, as far removed from resignation, as
from pleading protest, had sealed Eglah's face in passionless repose,
pathetic and inscrutable. Inflexibly she maintained her resolve,
"--to fly no signal
That the soul founders in a sea of sorrow,"
and solitude was her refuge. A long delayed monument having been
completed at her father's grave, the desire to visit and inspect it
dominated her, and one hot day the two women went North. To the devoted
child bowed at the feet of a marble angel, the carved lips seemed to
whisper her father's farewell words of commendation and tender gratitude
for her self-sacrifice in his behalf. Did he know now all it had
cost--the branding humiliation, the fierce heart hunger she had found
only when she offered herself on an altar that crumbled beneath her?
When the slab was covered with white violets, and she had pressed her
lips to the name chiselled on the scroll, she put one hand on Mrs.
Mitchell's shoulder and pointed to a grassy plot at her feet.
"Little mother, I hope it will not be long before I can shut my tired
eyes forever, and when that happy day comes I want you to bring me here
and lay me close to father, at his left side. One other thing you must
not fail to do; after I am in my coffin be sure you take off my ring--my
wedding ring--and if Mr. Herriott be living give it into his hand. He
has wanted it back since the day he placed it on my finger, and only God
knows how glad I shall be to surrender it. 'So long as ye both shall
live' it is mine, but in the grave God gives us back our vows and sets
us free."
The cold, hopeless renunciation in face and voice was more than the
loving little woman could endure, and with a burst of tears she threw
her arm about the girl, pressing her to her heart.
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