"Sir, if you don't hear me out, you can't understand why I came. Eglah
would sit for hours, a book before her, her hands folded in a way
peculiar to her--her wedding ring against her lips--so silent, so still,
she seemed a stone; but she roused to a manifestation of interest when
we heard your old gardener was ill and needed attention. While we were
at your house she seemed more like herself than at any time since that
express package reached her; but a deep undercurrent of sorrow she could
not hide. Over the house and grounds she wandered continually, and that
long lake beach was her favorite walk. Every evening she shut herself in
one of the rooms downstairs--I think it was your smoking-room--and the
last night we were there she spent locked in that room. She sent for a
photographer from the city and had copies taken of your mother's
portrait and of yours--that one hanging next to your father's in the
drawing-room. To-day on her dressing-table stand two pictures of you and
one she insists resembles you--the photograph of a French poet she saw
once in Arles. She thinks the brow and eyes and nose are yours, and,
though she does not like the lower portion of the face, she had the
photograph enlarged and framed. I could not keep my tears back when,
leaning from the carriage, she took her last look at your home. There
was such a world of suffering in her sad eyes, and her dear lips and
chin trembled like a little child's.
"'Being here is next best to seeing the master. I can never come again.
When he returns I must be in Europe, out of his way.'"
Mr. Herriott turned suddenly and looked down steadily at his companion.
"Pardon me, Mrs. Mitchell. You prefer to stay at home? You do not wish
to go abroad?"
His keen eyes searched hers, and their flash answered him.
"Whatever the child thinks is best for her peace I want above everything
else; and I am ready and willing to go with her to Europe, Africa, the
Fiji Islands--to the ends of the earth. I do love my little home, still
more my husband's grave, almost in sight of it; I love my cows and my
chickens; but first and last, and better than all, I love my baby, who
came to my arms when she was three hours old, and who now, in turning
her back upon an unjust world, clings only to me. I never took an oath
before God that I would 'for better, for worse, love and cherish her
till death,' but I rather think my love will abide, will stand all tests
and trials that have crumbled some other vows she once trusted."
After a moment she added:
"Perhaps I have already said too much, and you may not care to hear
more."
"Madam, I wish you to tell me everything you think it best I should
know. I am here for that purpose, at your request."
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