"I wish I could respect myself as I respect and honor my friend. Eglah,
knowing your reticent nature, I am perhaps presumptuous in taking a rash
step. There is some trouble that annoys you. Before I go away for such a
long, uncertain absence, will you trust me? I may not be able to remove
the burden, but I should be glad to share it. Can you tell me what
distresses you?"
She looked at him steadily, then away at the brooding water, where
voices of the night had begun to croon.
"Mr. Noel, let us go back; the boat is at the terrace."
When they reached the stone stile, she said:
"Do you know why father resigned the senatorship?"
"He has not confided his reasons to me."
"Having known him so long, should you think that his state of health
demanded such a step?"
"His appearance at present does not indicate any cause for alarm, and
you ought not to conjure a spectre with which to frighten yourself."
"His physician did the conjuring."
She sat down on the stile, and in her strained, sad gaze he measured the
depth of her disquietude.
"Mr. Noel, if you know any outside circumstances that appear to
necessitate or warrant this sudden abandonment of a brilliant senatorial
career, I beg you will be once more your old, kind, candid self and tell
me. If I understood I could bear it better."
"You think your father is perfectly well?"
"I cannot see the change he insists has overtaken him of late; can you?"
"Yes. Within the year his nervousness and want of equipoise have been
apparent, and when the newspapers stated that his 'medical adviser' had
recommended rest and Aix-les-Bains I was rejoiced. The atmosphere of
Washington is the worst possible for him. When do you sail?"
"On the twenty-fifth."
"Mrs. Mitchell accompanies you?"
"Of course. You scarcely understand what all this means to me. I have no
life outside of father's. His political future is my sole horizon. To
help, follow close, watch his ascent, was my world. This sudden,
inexplicable surrender, this stepping down and back into obscurity and
inaction leave me no foothold on coming years, and I feel adrift. Mr.
Noel, would it be unreasonable for me to hope that when father returns
in vigorous health a Cabinet seat or a foreign mission might be offered
him by the Republican party he has served so long, so faithfully?"
The wistful pathos of uplifted eyes that searched his stirred all the
tenderness of his nature, but he allowed himself no manifestation.
"If you anticipate such reward for your father, and then lose it,
disappointment would intensify the annoyance. By dismissing the
expectation, the charm of surprise will be added to the value of
promotion. You have passed the age of soap bubbles, and ought to know
that upon political preferment no man can depend with certainty,
especially in a republican country."
"I shall not, will not, accept defeat. I must be patient until next
year, and then, somehow--in some way--we shall recover our kingdom. I am
so proud of father--ah, so proud!"
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