“A momentary temptation, such as you yourself would have yielded to
at my age,” said Oscar to Moreau, “has made me commit a fault which
Desroches thinks serious, though it is only a peccadillo. I am more
provoked with myself for taking Florentine of the Gaiete for a marquise
than I am for losing fifteen hundred francs after a little debauch in
which everybody, even Godeschal, was half-seas over. This time, at any
rate, I’ve hurt no one by myself. I’m cured of such things forever. If
you are willing to help me, Monsieur Moreau, I swear to you that the
six years I must still stay a clerk before I can get a practice shall be
spent without--”
“Stop there!” said Moreau. “I have three children, and I can make no
promises.”
“Never mind, never mind,” said Madame Clapart to her son, casting a
reproachful glance at Moreau. “Your uncle Cardot--”
“I have no longer an uncle Cardot,” replied Oscar, who related the scene
at the rue de Vendome.
Madame Clapart, feeling her legs give way under the weight of her body,
staggered to a chair in the dining-room, where she fell as if struck by
lightning.
“All the miseries together!” she said, as she fainted.
Moreau took the poor mother in his arms, and carried her to the bed in
her chamber. Oscar remained motionless, as if crushed.
“There is nothing left for you,” said Moreau, coming back to him, “but
to make yourself a soldier. That idiot of a Clapart looks to me as
though he couldn’t live three months, and then your mother will be
without a penny. Ought I not, therefore, to reserve for her the little
money I am able to give? It was impossible to tell you this before her.
As a soldier, you’ll eat plain bread and reflect on life such as it is
to those who are born into it without fortune.”
“I may get a lucky number,” said Oscar.
“Suppose you do, what then? Your mother has well fulfilled her duty
towards you. She gave you an education; she placed you on the right
road, and secured you a career. You have left it. Now, what can you do?
Without money, nothing; as you know by this time. You are not a man who
can begin a new career by taking off your coat and going to work in your
shirt-sleeves with the tools of an artisan. Besides, your mother loves
you, and she would die to see you come to that.”
Oscar sat down and no longer restrained his tears, which flowed
copiously. At last he understood this language, so completely
unintelligible to him ever since his first fault.
“Men without means ought to be perfect,” added Moreau, not suspecting
the profundity of that cruel sentence.
“My fate will soon be decided,” said Oscar. “I draw my number the day
after to-morrow. Between now and then I will decide upon my future.”
Moreau, deeply distressed in spite of his stern bearing, left the
household in the rue de la Cerisaie to its despair.
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