A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writersAnderson, Sherwood
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A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writers
Anderson, Sherwood
Anderson, Sherwood, 1876-1941; Authors, American -- 20th century -- Biography
Long days of marching. We were in a forest of the South where once our
fathers had fought a great battle. Everywhere camps among the trees and
the ground worn hard as bricks by the constant tramping of feet. In
the morning one awoke with five other men in a tent. There was morning
roll call standing shoulder to shoulder. “Corporal Smith!” “Here!”
“Corporal Anderson!” “Here!” Then breakfast out of flat tin dishes and
the falling into line for hours of drill.
Out from under the trees into a wide field we went, the southern sun
pouring down on us and presently the back tired, the legs tired. One
sank into a half-dead state. This did not signify battles, killing
other men. The men with whom one marched were comrades, feeling the
same weariness, obeying the same commands, being molded with oneself
into something apart from oneself. We were being hardened, whipped into
shape. For what? Well, never mind. Take what is before you! You have
come out from under the shadow of the factory, the sun shines. The tall
boys marching with you were raised in the same town with yourself. Now
they are all silent, marching, marching. Times of adventure ahead. You
and they will see strange people, hear strange tongues spoken.
The Spaniards, eh! You know of them from books? Stout Cortez, silent
upon his peak in Darien. Dark cruel eyes, dark swaggering men--in
one’s fancy. In the fancy picture ships coming suddenly up out of the
western seas, bearing gold, bearing dark, adventurous men.
Is one going to fight such men, with one’s comrades, some thousands
of such men? Tall boys from an Ohio town, baseball players, clerks in
stores, Eddie Sanger over there who got Nell Brinker into trouble and
was made to marry her at the point of a shotgun; Tom Means, who was
once sent to the state reform farm; Harry Bacon, who got religion when
the evangelist came to preach in the Methodist Church but got over it
afterward--are these men to become killers, to try to kill Spaniards,
who will try to kill them?
Now, never mind! There is before you now but the marching for long
hours with all these men. Here is something your mind has always been
groping about trying to understand, the physical relation of man to
man, of man to woman, of woman to woman. The mind is ugly when the
flesh does not come in too. The flesh is ugly when the mind is put
out of the house that is the body. Is the flesh ugly now? No, this is
something special. This is something felt.
Suppose a man spend certain months, not thinking consciously, letting
himself be swept along by other men, with other men, feeling the
weariness of a thousand other men’s legs in his own legs, desiring
with others, fearing with the others, being brave sometimes with the
others. By such an experience can one gain knowledge of the others and
of oneself too?
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