A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writersAnderson, Sherwood
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A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writers
Anderson, Sherwood
Anderson, Sherwood, 1876-1941; Authors, American -- 20th century -- Biography
I sat in the room with a woman who was my secretary. For several years
I had been sitting there, dictating to her regarding the goods I had
made in my factory and that I was attempting to sell. The attempt to
sell the goods had become a sort of madness in me. There were certain
thousands or perhaps hundreds of thousands of men living in towns or
on farms in many states of my country who might possibly buy the goods
I had made rather than the goods made in another factory by another
man. How I had wheedled! How I had schemed! In some years I gave myself
quite fully to the matter in hand and the dollars trickled in. Well,
I was about to become rich. It was a possibility. After a good day or
week, when many dollars had come, I went to walk and when I had got
into a quiet place where I was unobserved I threw back my shoulders and
strutted. During the year I had made for myself so many dollars. Next
year I would make so many more, and the next year so many more. But my
thoughts of the matter did not express themselves in the dollars. It
never does to the American man. Who calls the American a dollar-lover
is foolish. My factory was of a certain size--it was really a poor
haphazardly enough run place--but after a time I would build a great
factory and after that a greater and greater. Like a true American, I
thought in size.
My fancy played with the matter of factories as a child would play with
a toy. There would be a great factory with walls going up and up and a
little open place for a lawn at the front, shower baths for the workers
with perhaps a fountain playing on a lawn, and up before the door of
this place I would drive in a large automobile.
Oh, how I would be respected by all, how I would be looked up to by
all! I walked in a little dark street, throwing back my shoulders. How
grand and glorious I felt!
The houses along the street in which I walked were small and ugly and
dirty-faced children played in the yards. I wondered. Having walked,
dreaming my dream for a long time I returned to the neighborhood of
my factory and opening my office went in to sit at my desk smoking a
cigarette. The night watchman came in. He was an old man who had once
been a school-teacher but, as he said, his eyes had gone back on him.
When I had walked alone I had been able to make myself feel somewhat
as I fancied a prince might have felt but when anyone came near me
something exploded inside. I was a deflated balloon. Well, in fancy,
I had a thousand workmen under me. They were children and I was their
father and would look out for them. Perhaps I would build them model
houses to live in, a town of model houses built about my great factory,
eh? The workmen would be my children and I would look out for my
children. “Land of the free--home of the brave.”
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