A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writersAnderson, Sherwood
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A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writers
Anderson, Sherwood
Anderson, Sherwood, 1876-1941; Authors, American -- 20th century -- Biography
“All this was to American thought as though it had never existed. The
true American knew something of the facts, but nothing of the feelings;
he read the letter, but he never felt the law. Before this historic
chasm, a mind like that of Adams felt itself helpless; he turned
from the Virgin to the dynamo as though he were a Branly coherer. On
one side, at the Louvre and at Chartres, as he knew by the record of
work actually done and still before his eyes, was the highest energy
ever known to men, the creator of four-fifths of his noblest art,
exercising vastly more attraction over the human mind than all the
steam engines and dynamos ever dreamed of; and yet this energy was
unknown to the American mind. An American Virgin would never dare
command; an American Venus would never dare exist.”
NOTE VI
IF Mr. Adams had not spent his time as I was doing, lying on a bed
and looking at his own hands, he had at least spent his time looking
about. “An American Virgin would never dare command; an American Venus
would never dare exist,” he had said and it was an accusation that an
American could neither love nor worship.
At any rate I was a man of the Middle West. I was not a New Englander.
For my own people, as I had known them, it was absurd to say they had
neither love nor reverence. Never a boy or man I had known at all
intimately but that had both in him. We had simply been cheated. Our
Virgins and Venuses had to be worshiped under the bush. What nights I
had spent mooning about with middle-western boys, with hungry girls
too. Were we but trying to refute the older men of New England who
had got such a grip on our American intellectual life, the Emersons,
Hawthornes and Longfellows? It was perhaps true to say of the
intellectual sons of these men that a Virgin would never dare command,
that a Venus would never dare exist. I knew little of New England men
in the flesh but it was not necessarily true of us, out in my country.
Of that I was pretty sure.
As for my own hands I continued looking at them. Questions kept coming.
I was myself no longer young. Having made a few bicycles in factories,
having written some thousands of rather senseless advertisements,
having rubbed affectionately the legs of a few race horses, having
tried blunderingly to love a few women and having written a few novels
that did not satisfy me or anyone else, having done these few things,
could I begin now to think of myself as tired out and done for? Because
my own hands had for the most part served me so badly could I let them
lie beside me in idleness?
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