A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writersAnderson, Sherwood
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A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writers
Anderson, Sherwood
Anderson, Sherwood, 1876-1941; Authors, American -- 20th century -- Biography
As for the third man in the place, the fellow who had just come in,
he had been in prison for some crime he had committed and had but
recently been let out. I do not mean to suggest that he came to Edward
and myself and told his story. Indeed he was afraid of us and when he
saw us loitering there went to sit as far away as possible. He watched
us furtively with frightened eyes. Then he ordered some food and after
eating hurriedly went away leaving the flavor of himself behind. He
had been trying to get a job but on all sides had been defeated by his
own timidity. Now like ourselves he wanted some place to rest, to sit
with a friend, to talk, and by an odd chance I, and Edward as well,
knew the fellow’s thoughts while he was in the room. The devil!--he was
tired and discouraged and had thought he would go into the restaurant,
eat slowly, gather himself together. Perhaps Edward and myself--and
the waitress with her arms crossed who wanted to get our tip and cut
out to some movie show--perhaps all of us had chilled the heart of the
man from prison. “Well, things are so and so. One’s own heart has been
chilled. You are going away to the South, eh? Well, good-by; I must be
getting along.”
II
I was walking in the streets of the city that evening of November.
There was snow on the roofs of buildings, but it had all been scraped
off the roadways. There is a thing happens to American men. It is
pitiful. One walks along, going slowly along in the streets, and when
one looks sharply at one’s fellows something dreadful comes into the
mind. There is a thing happens to the backs of the necks of American
men. There is this sense of something drying, getting old without
having ripened. The skin does something. One becomes conscious of the
back of one’s own neck and is worried. “Might not all our lives ripen
like fruit--drop at the end, full-skinned and rich with color, from the
tree of life, eh?” When one is in the country one looks at a tree. “Can
a tree be a dead dried-up thing while it is still young? Can a tree be
a neurotic?” one asks.
I had worked myself into a state of mind, as so often happens with
me, and so I went out of the streets, out of the presence of all the
American people hurrying along; the warmly dressed, unnecessarily
weary, hurrying, hustling, half-frightened city people.
In my room I sat reading a book of the tales of Balzac. Then I had got
up to prepare for dinner when there came a knock at the door and in
answer to my call a man entered.
He was a fellow of perhaps forty-five, a short strongly-built
broad-shouldered man with graying hair. There was in his face something
of the rugged simplicity of a European peasant. One felt he might live
a long time, do hard work and keep to the end the vigor of that body of
his.
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