A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writersAnderson, Sherwood
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A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writers
Anderson, Sherwood
Anderson, Sherwood, 1876-1941; Authors, American -- 20th century -- Biography
I had been trying to reassure him. “Do stay, I have nothing to do,” I
had said and he smiled at my words as a child might smile. “I am such
an egotist,” he explained. “You see, I want to talk of myself. I write
stories, you see, but they aren’t any good. Really they aren’t any good
at all but they do bring me in money. I’m in a tight hole, I tell you.
I own an automobile and I live on a certain scale that is fixed--that’s
what I mean--that’s what’s the trouble with me. I am no longer young,
as you’ll see if you look at my hair. It’s getting gray. I’m married
and now I have a daughter in college. She goes to Vassar. Her name is
Elsie. Things are fixed with me. I live on a certain scale--that’s what
I mean--that’s what’s the trouble with me.”
It was apparent the man had something of importance to himself he
wanted to say and that he did not know how to begin.
I tried to help. My friend Edward had told me a little of his story.
(For the sake of convenience and really to better conceal his identity
we will call him Arthur Hobson--although that is not his name.)
Although he was born in America he is of Italian descent and there is
in his nature, no doubt, something of the Italian spirit of violence,
strangely mingled, as it so often is in the Latins, with gentleness
and subtlety.
However, he was like myself in one thing. He was an American and was
trying to understand himself--not as an Italian but as an American.
And so there was this Hobson--born in America of an Italian father--a
father who had changed his name after coming to America and had
prospered here. He, the father, had come to America to make money and
had been successful. Then he had sent his son to an American college,
wanting to make a real American of him.
The son had been ambitious to become a well-known football player
and to have, during his college days, the joy of seeing his name and
picture in the newspapers. As it turned out however, he could not
become one of the great players and to the end of his college career
remained what is called a substitute--getting into but one or two
comparatively unimportant games to win his college letter.
He did not have it in him to be a great football player and so, in
a world created in his fancy, he did what he could not do in life.
He wrote a story concerning a man who, like himself, was of Italian
descent and who also remained through most of his college career a
substitute on a football team--but in the story the man did have, just
at the end of his days in college, an opportunity of which he took
brilliant advantage.
There was this Hobson in his room writing on an afternoon of the late
Fall. It was the birth of a Story-teller. He moved restlessly about the
room, sat a long time writing and then got up and moved about again.
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