A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writersAnderson, Sherwood
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A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writers
Anderson, Sherwood
Anderson, Sherwood, 1876-1941; Authors, American -- 20th century -- Biography
“The one I have out here with me now was born in Kentucky,” he said.
“I took my wife down there on a visit to my own father’s place and he
was born during the visit. I thought his mother would die that time,
but she didn’t--I saved her. Night and day I stayed in her sick room,
nursing her.”
Now he had got himself launched and I knew the farmer would have
no more chance to do his own bragging. Father would invent another
decayed, gentle family in Kentucky to match the one he had just so
lightly brought into existence in the cold barren hills of Vermont.
But I was getting deeper and deeper down into the hay now and the
sounds of his voice grew faint, words could no longer be distinguished.
There was only a gentle murmuring sound, far off--like a summer breeze
just stirring the leaves of a forest; or, better yet, like the soft
murmur of some southern sea. Already, you see, I had begun reading
romances and knew, in fancy, just how the seas of the South murmured
and beat upon coral islands; and then how the fearful hurricane came
ramping along and swept the seas clear of ships. No one reads as a boy
reads. The boy gives himself utterly to the printed page and perhaps
the most blessed of all the tribe of the inkpots are those who write
what we used to call “dime novels”--blessed in their audience, I mean,
to be sure.
So there I was, sunk far down into a mythical Southland, my own
Southland, product of my own imaginings--not father’s. One could go
deep down into the hay and still breathe. All sounds became faint,
even the gentle sound of the snoring of the fat boy some ten feet away.
One closed the eyes and stepped off into a fragrant new world. Mother
was in that new world, but not father. I had left him out in the cold.
I considered the matter of births--my own birth in particular. The idea
of being born in Kentucky--the result of a union between two decaying,
gentle families--did not strike my fancy, not much.
The devil! Even then I felt myself a little the product of a new age
and a new land. Could I then have had all the thoughts I am now about
to attribute to myself! Probably not. But these notes make no pretense
of being a record of fact. That isn’t their object. They are merely
notes of impressions, a record of vagrant thoughts, hopes, ideas that
have floated through the mind of one present-day American. It is likely
that I have not, and will not, put into them one truth, measuring by
the ordinary standards of truth. It is my aim to be true to the essence
of things. That’s what I’m after.
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