A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writersAnderson, Sherwood
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A story teller's story : $b The tale of an American writer's journey through his own imaginative world and through the world of facts, with many of his experiences and impressions among other writers
Anderson, Sherwood
Anderson, Sherwood, 1876-1941; Authors, American -- 20th century -- Biography
My legs and arms, my body had enough to do but my mind was idle. During
the year before I had been with race horses, going with them about Ohio
to the fairs and race meetings, and then I had given up that life,
although I loved it well, because I wanted something from men I did not
think I could find at the tracks. The life of the sporting fraternity
had color and the horses themselves, beautiful temperamental things,
fascinated me, but I hungered for something of my own. At the tracks
one received a succession of thrills and was kept on the alert but the
emotions aroused were all vicarious.
“No Wonder,” a gray pacer, was on the track for his morning workout and
I, being unoccupied at the moment, leaned over a wooden fence to watch.
He had been jogged slowly around the track and now his driver was about
to do what we called “setting him down.” His flanks flattened and he
seemed to spring into his stride, and what a stride it was! He fairly
flew over the ground and the boy by the fence, half asleep but a moment
before, was now all attention. He leaned far over the fence to watch
and wait. Now the gray was making the upper turn and soon he would be
headed directly down the home stretch. By leaning far forward the boy
could see just the play of the muscles over the powerful breast. Oh,
the flying legs, the distended nostrils, the sobbing whistle of the
wind in and out of the great lungs!
But all vicarious after all, all something outside myself. I rubbed the
legs of the horses and later walked them slowly for miles, cooling them
out after a race or after a workout. Plenty of time to think. Could I,
in time, become a Geers, a Snapper Garrison, a Bradley, a Walter Cox, a
Murphy? Something whispered to me that I could not. There was required
of a successful horseman something I did not have. Either the trotting
or the running tracks required a calm, a seemingly indifferent exterior
I could not achieve. A track negro with whom I worked had spoken
discouraging words. “You’re too excitable, too flighty,” he said. “A
horse, that wanted to, would know how to bluff you. You ain’t made to
get all they is outen a horse.”
Restlessness had taken hold of me and I had left the tracks to go visit
certain cities.
The work, I found, did not tire me and after the longest and hardest
day I went to my room, bathed, took off my sweaty clothes and was a new
man, quite refreshed and ready for adventure.
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