A Strange Story — CompleteLytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
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A Strange Story — Complete
Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
English fiction -- 19th century
In that marvellous penetration with which the Vision endowed me, I
perceived that in this mind, though in energy far superior to many;
though retaining, from memories of the former existence, the relics of a
culture wide and in some things profound; though sharpened and quickened
into formidable, if desultory, force whenever it schemed or aimed at the
animal self-conservation which now made its master--impulse or instinct;
and though among the reminiscences of its state before its change
were arts which I could not comprehend, but which I felt were dark
and terrible, lending to a will never checked by remorse arms that no
healthful philosophy has placed in the arsenal of disciplined genius;
though the mind in itself had an ally in a body as perfect in strength
and elasticity as man can take from the favour of nature,--still, I say,
I felt that the mind wanted the something without which men never could
found cities, frame laws, bind together, beautify, exalt the elements
of this world, by creeds that habitually subject them to a reference to
another. The ant and the bee and the beaver congregate and construct;
but they do not improve. Man improves because the future impels onward
that which is not found in the ant, the bee, and the beaver,--that which
was gone from the being before me.
I shrank appalled into myself, covered my face with my hands, and
groaned aloud: “Have I ever then doubted that soul is distinct from
mind?”
A hand here again touched my forehead, the light in the lamp was
extinguished, I became insensible; and when I recovered I found myself
back in the room in which I had first conversed with Sir Philip Derval,
and seated, as before, on the sofa, by his side.
CHAPTER XXXIII.
My recollections of all which I have just attempted to describe were
distinct and vivid; except with respect to time, it seemed to me as
if many hours must have elapsed since I had entered the museum with
Margrave; but the clock on the mantelpiece met my eyes as I turned them
wistfully round the room; and I was indeed amazed to perceive that five
minutes had sufficed for all which it has taken me so long to narrate,
and which in their transit had hurried me through ideas and emotions so
remote from anterior experience.
To my astonishment now succeeded shame and indignation,--shame that
I, who had scoffed at the possibility of the comparatively credible
influences of mesmeric action, should have been so helpless a puppet
under the hand of the slight fellow-man beside me, and so morbidly
impressed by phantasmagorieal illusions; indignation that, by some fumes
which had special potency over the brain, I had thus been, as it were,
conjured out of my senses; and looking full into the calm face at my
side, I said, with a smile to which I sought to convey disdain,--
“I congratulate you, Sir Philip Derval, on having learned in your
travels in the East so expert a familiarity with the tricks of its
jugglers.”
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