A Strange Story — CompleteLytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
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A Strange Story — Complete
Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
English fiction -- 19th century
Lilian lifted her eyes to mine, and I saw at once in those eyes a
change. Their look was cold; not haughty, but abstracted. “I do not
understand you,” she said, in a weary, listless accent. “It is growing
late; I must go in.”
So we walked on moodily, no longer arm in arm, nor hand in hand. Then it
occurred to me that, the next day, Lilian would be in that narrow world
of society; that there she could scarcely fail to hear of Margrave, to
meet, to know him. Jealousy seized me with all its imaginary terrors,
and amidst that jealousy, a nobler, purer apprehension for herself.
Had I been Lilian’s brother instead of her betrothed, I should not have
trembled less to foresee the shadow of Margrave’s mysterious influence
passing over a mind so predisposed to the charm which Mystery itself
has for those whose thoughts fuse their outlines in fancies, whose world
melts away into Dreamland. Therefore I spoke.
“Lilian, at the risk of offending you-alas! I have never done so before
this night--I must address to you a prayer which I implore you not to
regard as the dictate of a suspicion unworthy you and myself. The person
whom you have just heard and seen is, at present, much courted in the
circles of this town. I entreat you not to permit any one to introduce
him to you. I entreat you not to know him. I cannot tell you all my
reasons for this petition; enough that I pledge you my honour that those
reasons are grave. Trust, then, in my truth, as I trust in yours. Be
assured that I stretch not the rights which your heart has bestowed
upon mine in the promise I ask, as I shall be freed from all fear by a
promise which I know will be sacred when once it is given.”
“What promise?” asked Lilian, absently, as if she had not heard my
words.
“What promise? Why, to refuse all acquaintance with that man; his name
is Margrave. Promise me, dearest, promise me.”
“Why is your voice so changed?” said Lilian. “Its tone jars on my ear,”
she added, with a peevishness so unlike her, that it startled me more
than it offended; and without a word further, she quickened her pace,
and entered the house.
For the rest of the evening we were both taciturn and distant towards
each other. In vain Mrs. Ashleigh kindly sought to break down our mutual
reserve. I felt that I had the right to be resentful, and I clung to
that right the more because Lilian made no attempt at reconciliation.
This, too, was wholly unlike herself, for her temper was ordinarily
sweet,--sweet to the extreme of meekness; saddened if the slightest
misunderstanding between us had ever vexed me, and yearning to ask
forgiveness if a look or a word had pained me. I was in hopes that,
before I went away, peace between us would be restored. But long ere her
usual hour for retiring to rest, she rose abruptly, and, complaining
of fatigue and headache, wished me “good-night,” and avoided the hand I
sorrowfully held out to her as I opened the door.
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