"My pious father," said Totila, laying his right hand upon the shoulder
of Cassiodorus, and drawing Valeria close to him with his left, "it ill
becomes me to argue with you, who are older, wiser, and better. But I
feel just the contrary. If I could ever doubt the goodness of God, it
is when I see pain and undeserved suffering. When I saw my noble
Miriam's eyes extinguished in death, my doubting heart asked: 'Does
there then exist no God?' In happiness and the sunshine of life is the
grace of the Supreme Being revealed to me. He certainly wills the
happiness of mankind--pain is His sacred secret; I trust that also this
riddle will be made clear to us. But meanwhile let us joyfully do our
best upon earth, and allow no shadow to darken our minds too long. In
this belief, Valeria, let us part. For I must go to King Witichis with
my troop."
"You leave me? Already? Ah, when and where shall I see you again?"
"You shall see me again; take my word in pledge. I know the day will
come when I shall have the right to take you from these gloomy walls
and lead you to life and sunshine. Meanwhile, do not allow yourself to
give way to sad thoughts. The day of victory and happiness will come;
and I rejoice that I draw my sword at once for my people and my love."
While he was speaking the gatekeeper had brought a letter for
Cassiodorus.
"I too must leave you, Valeria," said the latter. "Rusticiana, the
widow of Boëthius, calls me to her death-bed. She wishes to ease her
mind of old guilt. I go to Tifernum."
"My way leads thither also; we will go together, Cassiodorus. Farewell,
my Valeria!"
After a brief leave-taking, the maiden watched her lover set forth.
She climbed a small tower on the garden wall, and looked after him.
She saw him swing himself into the saddle; she saw his horsemen gallop
after him.
Their helmets glittered in the evening light; the blue flag fluttered
merrily in the wind; it was a picture of life, strength, and youth.
She looked after the troop for some time with intense longing.
But as it disappeared more and more into the distance, the joyous
courage with which her lover's visit had imbued her, gradually forsook
her. Sad forebodings arose in her heart, and she unconsciously
expressed her feelings in the words of her beloved Homer:
"'Achilles, too, thou see'st; how stalwart, tall, and fair!
Yet must he yield to death and stubborn fate,
Whene'er at morn, or noon, or eve, the spear
Or arrow from the bow may reach his life.'"
Sighing painfully, she left the quickly darkening garden, and entered
the damp walls of the convent.
CHAPTER III.
Meanwhile King Witichis, in his armed city of Ravenna, displayed all
the arts and activity of an experienced general.
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