A Summer in a Canyon: A California StoryWiggin, Kate Douglas Smith
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A Summer in a Canyon: A California Story
Wiggin, Kate Douglas Smith
California -- Fiction
Poor Laura! It was no sooner said than she regretted it—a little, not
much. But poor Polly! Where was her good angel then? Why could she not
have treated this thrust with the silence and contempt it deserved? But
how could Laura have detected and probed the most sensitive spot in the
girl’s nature? She lost all command of herself. Her rage absolutely
frightened her, for it made her deaf and blind to all considerations of
propriety and self-respect, and for a moment she was only conscious of
the wild desire to strike—yes, even to kill—the person who had so
insulted all that was dearest to her.
‘Don’t dare to say another word!’ she panted, with such flaming cheeks
and such flashing eyes that Laura involuntarily retreated towards the
door, half afraid of the tempest her words had evoked. ‘Don’t dare to
say another word, or I don’t know what I may do! Yes, I am glad you are
going, and everybody will be glad, and the sooner you go the better!
You’ve made everybody miserable ever since you came, with your jealousy
and your gossip and your fine-lady airs; and if Aunt Truth hadn’t loved
your mother, and if we were mean enough to tell tales, we would have
repeated some of your disagreeable speeches long ago. How can you dare
to say I love the Winships for anything but themselves? And if you had
ever seen my darling mother, you never could have called her a
boarding-house keeper, you cruel—’
Oh, but the dashing torrent of angry words stopped at the mere mention of
her mother. The word recalled her to herself, but too late. It woke in
her memory the clasp of her mother’s arms, the sound of the sweet, tired
voice: ‘Only two of us against the big world, Polly—you and I. Be brave,
little daughter, brave and patient.’ Oh, how impatient and cowardly she
had been! Would she never learn to be good? The better impulses rushed
back into her heart, and crowded out the bad ones so quickly that in
another moment she would have flung herself at Laura’s feet, and implored
her forgiveness merely to gain again her own self-respect and her
mother’s approval; but there was no time for repentance (there isn’t
sometimes), for the clatter of wheels announced Pancho’s approach with
the team, and Mrs. Winship and Anne Burton came into view, walking
rapidly towards the tent.
Laura was a good deal disconcerted at their ill-timed appearance, but
reflected rapidly that if Mrs. Winship had overheard anything, it was
probably Polly’s last speech, in which case that young person would seem
to be more in fault than herself, so stepping out of the tent she met
Mrs. Winship and kissed her good-bye.
Little Anne ran on and jumped into the wagon, with all a child’s joy at
the prospect of going anywhere. Polly’s back was turned, but she could
not disappear entirely within the tent without causing Mrs. Winship
surprise; and she went through a lifetime of misery and self-reproach in
that minute of shame and fear, when she dared neither to advance nor
retreat.
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